Maranasati, Part 1
St. Eudokimos Hospital – July 2, 1996, 9:00 AM
Angela looked down at the x-ray of her skull, especially at the large growth pictured. She knew exactly what it was, and she knew exactly what would happen. But she didn’t break down in that room. She held back her tears. Calmly, she reached into her pocket and took out her Walkman. She loaded an empty tape into it. Demetrios, knowing what she was doing, backed out of the room and closed the door. Angela hit record.
“Anders, I feel time like a heartbeat, the seconds pumping in my breast like a reckoning,” she said, “The luminous mysteries that once seemed so distant and unreal, threatening clarity in the presence of a truth entertained not in youth, but only in its passage. I feel these words as if their meaning were weight being lifted from me, knowing that you will read them and share my burden, as I have come to trust no other. That you should know my heart, look into it, finding there the memory and experience that belong to you, that are you, is a comfort to me now as I feel the tethers loose and the prospects darken for the continuance of a journey that began not so long ago, and which began again with a faith shaken and strengthened by your convictions, if not for which I might never have been so strong now. As I cross to face you and look at you incomplete, hoping that you will forgive me for not making the rest of the journey with you.”
She finished her recording just as Anders walked in, carrying a flower bouquet.
“How did you get past Demetrios?” Angela asked.
“Uh, he let me in,” Anders said, “I, uh, stole these from some guy with a broken leg down the hall. He uh, won't be able to catch me.”
Angela punched him in the arm.
“Yep, that’s the Angie I know,” Anders said, “How are you?”
Angela shrugged. “I guess that's the question. Actually I feel fine.”
“What uh, what exactly are we looking at here?” Anders asked.
Angela handed him the x-ray. “It's what's called nasopharyngeal mass. It's a small growth between the superior concha and the sinoidal sinus.”
Anders stared at him.
“It’s an inoperable tumor,” Angela said, “I’ve only told you and Demetrios. Haven’t told Mom and Dad yet.”
“But it's treatable, right?” Anders said.
“The truth is that the type and placement of the tumor make it difficult, to the extreme,” Angela said, “And Demetrios isn’t a neurosurgeon.”
“I refuse to believe that, I…” Anders said.
“For all times I have said that to you I am as certain of this as you have ever been,” Angela said, “I have cancer. It is a mass on the wall between my sinus and cerebrum. If it pushes into my brain statistically there is about zero chance of survival. I’m dead if that happens.”
“I don't accept that,” Anders said, “There must be some people who have received treatment for this, we can....”
“Yes, there are,” Angela said.
Erich’s office – 10:00 AM
Erich took off his glasses and started crying. Schulz got up and straightened his suit.
“I’ll show myself out,” he said, leaving the office.
Erich turned to Angela and hugged her, almost bawling into her shoulder.
“This news comes as the worst kind of surprise, Angie,” he said, “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
“Dad, I didn’t know what to do,” Angela said, “I would really like to keep this confidential. I don’t want it to interfere with my work.”
“I’ll have to tell your mother,” Erich said, “And Schulz.”
“You’re going to take a leave of absence, right?” Anders said.
“No,” Angela said, “I've asked Demetrios to hold onto my medical records until you and I can exhaust a possible avenue of investigation.”
“Wait, investigation?” Erich said. “You have cancer!”
“Uncle, last year Angie and I pursued a case in which a number of women, purported abductees, experienced similar symptoms after having implants removed from the base of their necks or from their sinuses,” Anders said, “A woman in Lelow, Lesser Poland, named Brunhild Hagopian was undergoing treatment for nasopharyngeal tumor. We haven't been able to contact her yet.”
“I'm sure you're aware Schulz and I have contacts with the best physicians and medical facilities in both the Reich and elsewhere,” Erich said, “And Schulz knows. He lost his brother in Siam.”
“Thanks, Dad, but for my own reasons I'd like to like to pursue this through the Bureau of Justice rather than a personal matter,” Angela said.
“Angie, you’re my daughter, and you have cancer,” Erich said, “Do you know how hard it was to bury your sister? I don’t want to lose you too.”
“I know, Dad,” Angela said, “Which is why I want to do this.”
Erich sighed. “I guess if I can’t convince you otherwise, I’ll just get the paperwork in order. Just stay safe, okay?”
Brunhild Hagopian’s house, Lelow, Lesser Poland – 3:00 PM
Angela and Anders walked up to Brunhild’s house, where they saw a “For Sale” sign posted on the lawn. A woman, presumably the realtor, was peeling off the GUFON sticker on the window.
“I'm sorry, no early birds,” the realtor said.
“We're not here for the garage sale,” Angela said, “We're looking for Brunhild Hagopian. No one's returning our messages.”
“Sorry, Brunhild passed away, just 2 and a half weeks ago,” the realtor said, “Are you a relation?”
“A friend,” Angela said, taking out her badge, “And I’m with the Athanatoi.”
“Some kind of trouble?” the realtor asked.
“Not really,” Angela said, “Brunhild was part of a GUFON group?”
“I don’t know,” the realtor said, “I’m just the realtor.”
“Could we come inside and take a look?” Anders asked.
They walked inside. Angela looked around at the living room she remembered from last year. She saw some empty chairs where the women she met had talked with her last year. Then she touched the back of her neck, trying to feel around in the place she found the implant.
“Hey Angie,” Anders said, holding up his phone, “Hear the static? There’s two lines coming into this house. This one was lit.”
“Someone's sending a fax,” Angela said.
“Yeah but who and for what?” Anders said.
They walked downstairs and found a computer.
“Someone must have remote access to the system,” Angela said, “And is downloading data. Copying files.”
She took out her phone. “Let’s get a trace on this before they hang up.”
Apartment complex – 9:00 PM
Angela and Anders walked up to the building and rang the bell.
“Okay, Apartment 234 is listed under Kurt Corinth,” Angela said, “Go check around the back. I’ll get the manager.”
Anders walked around the building and walked up the stairs. A man came out the door and tried running away, but Angela drew her gun.
“Stop! Imperial agent!” she shouted. “Hold it! Put your hands where we can see them. Is your name Kurt Corinth?”
“Yes,” Kurt said.
Anders pointed at Angela. “Hey, Angie…”
Angela wiped away blood on her nose. “What? Stop staring at me, or I’ll punch you again.”
Apartment 324 – 9:05 PM
Anders knocked on the bathroom door. “You okay in there Angie?”
Angela finished washing the blood off and walked out. “I’m fine, you dolt.”
She noticed Kurt wasn’t in handcuffs.
“Did you—” she began.
“He says he's a member of the same GUFON group that Brunhild belonged to,” Anders said, “That he was downloading files for safe keeping as she had instructed him to.”
“Then why did he run?” Angela said.
“Maybe because you pointed a gun at him?” Anders said. “ He thinks his life's in danger, he thinks there's a government conspiracy to suppress the information gathered in those files.”
“Of course there’s always a conspiracy,” Angela said, rolling her eyes, “You sure he’s credible?”
“Well he seems to know an awful lot about Brunhild and the other women in the GUFON group you met in his house,” Anders said.
“Well, that will have to be cross-checked,” Angela said.
“We can't,” Anders said.
“Why?” Angela said.
“They’re all dead,” Kurt said.
Angela looked over at Kurt. “What?”
“They’re all dead,” Kurt repeated, “Brain cancer. All within the last year.”
“Everybody?” Angela said.
“From the group you met there's only Penny Nord, and she's in the hospital,” Kurt said, “It doesn't look good.”
“What makes you think this is a conspiracy, that the government's involved?” Angela said.
“What makes you think it isn’t?” Kurt said. “Eleven women are abducted, all with similar recollections of the experience, all developing identical brain tumors, and all refuse care with the Imperial Health Service or a private medical facility because of their insistence of the facts. And all dying within the space of a year.”
“Angie, I want you to listen to me,” Anders said.
“About what?” Angela said.
“About what you won't to admit to yourself, what you're denying,” Anders said.
“What am I denying?” Angela said.
“Where your cancer came from,” Anders said.
“So what if I got cancer from aliens?” Angela said. “Does it matter? What matters is I have cancer and I’m going to die from it.”
“It does matter, if what you have is a result of your abduction and that abduction is something the government knows about then those are facts that should be brought to light,” Anders said.
Angela sighed. “I don’t know what happened. I have no clear recollection, and what I ‘remembered’ through hypnosis is questionable and subjective at best. I could have been abducted or not, but I don’t have concrete proof. And you should know I’m more concerned about getting my affairs in order instead of aliens or Sentinel.”
“These women are dead,” Anders said, “Isn’t that proof?”
“No they are not, one woman isn't,” Angela said, “There's Penny Nord.”
“If you won't listen to me then I think you should go talk to her,” Anders said.
“About what?!” Angela said, raising her voice. “What it feels like to be dying of cancer? What it's like to know that there's absolutely nothing you can do about it? When you know you’re going to die soon?!”
“If that's too hard for you, I think you should call an investigator,” Anders said, “You have one remaining witness, Angie. I'd think you'd want to know what her story is.”
Angela sighed angrily.
Lelow Bethlehem Medical Center – 10:00 PM
Angela walked into the hospital room and sat next to the bed. Penny sat up on her bed and smiled at Angela.
“Hi, Angela,” she said.
“I'm...I'm sorry did someone tell you I was coming here to see you?” Angela said.
“No,” Penny said.
“Then how did you know it was me?” Angela said.
“I recognized you,” I told you when we met last year, I held you and comforted you in the place, after the tests.”
“I'm sorry, I don't mean to be insensitive, but uh, I don't remember much,” Angela said.
“It's alright,” Penny said.
“I've come to ask you some questions,” Angela said.
“About Dr. Scanlon?” Penny said.
“No,” Angela said, “Who's Dr. Scanlon?”
“He's treating the cancer,” Penny said, “He treated Brunhild too. He thinks he might have isolated the cause, and if he'd caught it earlier he might have been able to do more for her, and for me.”
Brunhild’s house
Anders’ phone rang, and he picked it up.
“Humboldt,” he said.
“It’s me,” Angela said, “I’m with Penny Nord at the hospital. Where are you?”
“I'm at Brunhild’s going through some of those hard files before stuff starts ‘disappearing’, and call me an early bird but I think I've found something,” Anders said, “Now some of these women who have died, they're childless, and they've been treated for infertility at the clinic about 30 miles from here. Penny Nord and Brunhild Hagopian are among them.”
“Anders that's..” Angela said.
“I've made some phone calls and I've tried to get some information but nobody is talking to me, so…” Anders said.
“Anders, I need you to come up here,” Angela said, “I need you to bring the overnight bag from the trunk of my car and I need you to call my mother and ask her to bring up some things at the hospital.”
“Is there something I should know?” Anders said.
“Anders, whatever you found or whatever you might find I think that we both know that right now the truth is in me, and that's where I need to pursue it, as soon as possible,” Angela said.
“I’m coming over now,” Anders said.
Apartment 324
Kurt heard a knock on the door. He got up and warily approached it.
“Agent Humboldt?” he asked.
The crew-cut man burst through the door and fired two shots at Kurt with his silenced pistol. Then he grabbed Kurt and stabbed him in the neck with a stiletto weapon. As Kurt’s body fell to the floor, it dissolved into green substance.
Lelow Bethlehem Medical Center – July 3, 1996, 8:00 AM
A middle-aged man in a lab coat walked up to Angela, carrying a clipboard.
“Angela?” he said. “I’m Dr. Scanlon. We spoke over the phone last night.”
Angela shook his hand. “Nice to meet you.”
“How's your energy level generally?” Scanlon asked.
“Oh you know,” Angela said, “I don, I don't feel sick at all.”
“Your MRI's and your charts aren't here yet but I have an idea of what to expect, you probably do too from your medical training,” Scanlon said.
“I know the chemotherapy will make me sick,” Angela said.
“And the radiation,” Scanlon said, “They're both part of a high dose approach to knock your system down so we can attempt the gene therapy on P53. You're going to feel like dying.”
Magda Hansen walked into the room.
“Angie,” she said.
“Hi Mom,” Angela said,, “This is Dr. Scanlon.”
Magda shook Scanlon’s hand. “Took the first flight I could find up here. Ever think of opening up a clinic somewhere outside Poland?”
“We get that a lot,” Scanlon said, “We plan to do so when we get enough funding.”
“Mom, I'm fine,” Angela said, “I'm going to be fine, I'm just here for treatment.”
“I'll show myself out,” Scanlon said, walking out, “I've ordered some additional blood work and I'd like to start in this afternoon.”
“Thank you,” Angela said.
She turned to Magda. “Mom, I know what you're going say, but I don't have any experience being sick, unlike Anna. I promise you, I feel fine, I feel…”
“I don't know why you didn't tell me,” Magda said, “I don't know why you didn't tell me immediately. Your dad had to tell me. And he says he got it from Anders!”
“I wanted to get all answers first,” Angela said.
“And you found them here, in this random town in Poland?” Magda said.
“I have found some clarity, and maybe a way to fight back,” Angela said.
“I don't want to be kept in the dark,” Magda said.
“You'll know, Mom,” Angela said.
Magda hugged her tightly. “You have always been the strong one, but after Melissa you’re my only daughter now.”
“I know, Mom,” Angela said.
Magda started crying. “Oh, Angie.”
9:00 AM
Angela sat in her bed, waiting for the chemotherapy machine to be ready. Although her mother, waiting outside, was close to breaking down, she remained calm. She took out her Walkman and began recording again.
“In med school, I learned cancer arrives in the body unannounced, a dark stranger who takes up residence and then turns its new home against itself,” she said, “This is the evil of cancer, that is starts as an invader, but soon becomes one with the invaded, forcing you to destroy it, but only at the risk of destroying yourself. It is science's demonic possession. With my treatment, science has attempted exorcism. Anders, I hope that in these terms you might know it, and accept this stranger that so many recognize but cannot ever completely cast out. And if the darkness should have swallowed me as you read this, you must never think there was the possibility of some secret intervention, something you might have done. And though we've traveled far together, this last distance must necessarily be traveled alone. This is my fight, Anders, not yours.”
Scanlon entered the room just as she finished recording.
“We’re ready,” he said.
Center for Reproductive Medicine, Tschestochau – 9:30 AM
Anders quietly picked the lock on the doors and slipped into the building, where he sat down at a computer and booted it up. As it did so, he heard a window breaking and saw Kurt climbing in. He quickly drew his gun and aimed at him.
“I've got a gun pointed at your head, so turn around very slowly,” Anders said, “We seem to be traveling in the same circles these days.”
“You can put the gun away,” Kurt said.
“You disappeared with those files from Brunhild’s, and I called you at least half a dozen times,” Anders said, “I got to thinking you're a liar, now tell me I'm wrong.”
“I'm looking for the same thing you are,” Kurt said, “I've been trying to hack my way into that system but I can't make it past the password.”
“You think you can get access from here?” Anders said.
“I need to find that password,” Kurt said.
Anders picked up a nearby snow-globe and read the name on it. “Try Hügelsheim.”
Kurt typed it, and the computer chimed. They smiled.
“We’re in,” he said.
Lelow Bethlehem Medical Center – 1:00 PM
Angela woke up in her bed again and found Penny sitting next to her.
“Angela, it's okay,” she said, “You're safe.”
“I feel nauseous,” Angela said.
“It's the chemo,” Penny said, “The chemo's always the worst.”
“I had a bad dream,” Angela said, “Some..someone was doing something bad to me. You were there. I heard your voice.”
“They let me come to you during the procedures,” Penny said, “I don't know why, human compassion is not something that they have.”
“I'm sorry Penny,” Angela said, “I ca...can't hear this right now.”
“You've got to try to make sense of it Angela,” Penny said, “It will help you through the pain to understand why this is...this is happening to you.”
Schulz’s office – 3:00 PM
Anders barged into Schulz’s office.
“Hey, Director, I need you to set up a meeting for me,” he said.
“Where's Agent Hansen?” Schulz asked.
“She's at a hospital in Poland beginning treatment,” Anders said.
“What happened to your investigative avenues?” Schulz said.
“They've taken a turn, a pretty big U-turn by the looks of it,” Anders said, taking out a disk, “This is a file directory from a government operated fertility clinic. Angie’s name is on this file, although I'm pretty sure, pretty damn sure she's never undergone treatment for infertility.”
“What's in the file?” Schulz said.
“I don't know,” Anders said, “It's just a directory for a mainframe housed in the Lombard Research Facility, also in Lelow.”
“So you want to set a meeting, with whom?” Schulz said.
“Cigarette Guy,” Anders said, “I have no doubt in my mind he's behind this.”
“You've come to your uncle before like this Anders,” Schulz said, “Why me?”
“Because this is different, and you have influence,” Anders said, “And I'm willing to bargain.”
“Find another way,” Schulz said.
“No, no I need that meeting,” Anders said.
“You deal with this man, you offer him anything and he will own you forever,” Schulz said.
“He knows what they did to Angie,” Anders said, “He may very well know how to save her.”
“If he knows, you can know too but you can't ask the truth of a man who trades in lies,” Schulz said, “You saw what they did to your uncle. The Diet almost crucified me. I won't let you.”
“We are talking about Agent Hansen’s life here,” Anders said.
“If you do care about your cousin, find another way,” Schulz said.
Lone Gunman Office – 3:30 PM
“The Lombard system is a dedicated mainframe,” Rudolf said, “Impossible to hack, so they say.”
“How'd you guys get in?” Anders said.
“A modified clipper chip we cannibalized from a government surplus army field encoder,” Ragnar said.
“Bought it back from the Chinese,” Rudolf said.
“But for all the work it took to get it, what we got on Agent Hansen’s file…” Reinhard said, “I don't know how much help it's going to be.”
“What do you mean?” Anders said.
“It's a gene code we've seen before, Skye detected it in Hansen’s blood after her abduction,” Ragnar said.
“Does it tell us anything at all?” Anders said.
“Normal DNA is inactive in its usual form,” Ragnar said, “When it's unwound or branched like this one that's when it's active, when it can mutate.”
“It's probably what made her sick,” Reinhard said.
“Why store something like this and why keep it a secret?” Anders said.
“Scientists get angry about having their research poached,” Ragnar said.
“Someone might be trying to find a cause,” Reinhard said.
“Or a cure,” Anders said.
“Theoretically,” Rudolf said.
“You guys ever been to the Lombard Research Facility?” Anders asked.
All three men awkwardly stared at him.
“Well pick out something black and sexy and prepare to do some funky poaching,” Anders said.
Schulz’s office – 9:00 PM
The smoking man walked into Schulz’s office and sat down, smoking a cigarette as always.
“You know, it's funny, I always thought of you as Anders Humboldt’s patron,” he said, “Besides his uncle, of course. You'd think under your eyes that he wouldn't be consigned to a corner of the basement.”
“At least he doesn't take an elevator up to get to work,” Schulz said.
“You think I'm the devil, Director Schulz,” the smoking man said, “I know Assistant Director Hansen does.”
“I'm not here to talk about what I think about you,” Schulz said.
“Then why are you here?” Schulz said. “Is Agent Hansen under illness? Is it terminal, the cancer?”
“You tell me,” Schulz said, “Her father wants answers, and he’s not stupid enough to show up right now.”
“Modern medicine today, I hear they can perform miracles,” the smoking man said.
“Director Hansen needs a miracle,” Schulz said.
“Well, you think a lot more of me than you let on, Director Schulz,” the smoking man said.
“What would it take?” Schulz said.
“For Agent Hansen’s life?” the smoking man said. “What would you offer?”
“What'll it take?” Schulz repeated.
“Well, I'll have to get back to you on that,” the smoking man said, turning to the door, “Oh, by the way, which way is the elevator?”