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Eddard Stark

Everyone agrees that Ned Stark is an honorable man. What they don't see though is that honor doesn't mean anything when you're fighting a war. Ned Stark was a second son who always wanted more. He was the one who was sent away from his home. He was the honorable one out of his wild siblings. He was the northern boy who grew up in the South. He was always the odd one out. So, although they called him honorable and stern no one truly knew Ned Stark. They forced him into a marriage with Catelyn Tully. Ned Stark however, was a second son who always blended in and saw things no one else did. So, he made sure he wasn't there when this promise was made to the Tullys. He made sure after the bedding and a few months into the war that the marriage was quickly dissolved. He gave her a substantial amount of gold and sent her on her way. After all he wasn't a monster but, he also wasn't above a few tricks to get what he wanted.

We needed the Tullys on our side during this rebellion and I didn't want to be in Brandon's shadow my entire life. This was a way to give everyone what they wanted. The Tullys could not after all go to the mad king and tell him they changed their minds. They had already thrown their lot in with the rebellion. It's not my fault they assumed that divorces in the North worked just like how they did in the South. After that I figured it was time to start looking into taking a wife. Especially after Catelyn Tully sent me a letter saying she was pregnant but, took care of the 'problem.' It immediately reminded me that there was a chance I might not survive this war and needed an heir just in case.

In the end I decided on marrying Cersei Lannister. Her father honestly scared me a bit but, he was neutral in the war and she was beautiful if nothing else. So, I took Cersei Lannister as a wife and went right back to fighting the war. Not that it actually helped me get an heir in the long run.

In the end I did find my sister in the Tower of Joy and as soon as I found out everything I regretted starting a war because of her. After all apparently she wasn't kidnapped like I thought but, she ran away. She ran away and had a child while the entirety of Westros went to war over her. While our father was burned and our brother strangled himself. They did this trying to save her but, she didn't need to be saved. In fact they probably needed to be saved from her not save her. She was selfish and had caused more death than anyone would think could be possible just by running away and not telling anyone.

So, I didn't hide the fact that her son was the result of her coupling with Rhaegar. I told everyone everything and even Robert calmed down after that. Originally I know he wanted to kill every Targareyn he came across but, by then it was kind of like what was the point. It wasn't the dragon prince kidnapping a helpless girl as he thought it was an immature girl running away from marrying him. So, Jon 'sand' came home with me to the north and Robert became king.

We won the war and I held my first child when I was 25. She was small but, perfect. Her name was Sylene and even though everyone said I would get a son soon to cheer me up. To me she was everything and it was the first time I saw past Cersei Lannister's pride, ambition, and general lies to the person who lay underneath that. She gave me my first child when she was 22 and in that moment we understood each other. For this small little girl who could barely fit into my hands we would do anything. Sylene Stark was born less than a year after the war ended but she was perfect.

A year after our daughter was born my wife had her brother killed. I wasn't sure if she regretted it or not. On one hand she obviously hated him and now he was dead but, on the other hand everyone knew she was the one who killed him so she was a known kinslayer. Though she was her father's heir so I think she thought the rewards outweighed the losses. Though everyone forgot one thing Tywin Lannister was a man not to be messed with. It seemed he did not want Cersei being his heir no matter what. He switched his succession to Agnatic and Cersei was officially not his heir. He even remarried and had another son that same year Tytos Lannister was born and Tywin Lannister had outwitted my wife yet again. To say she was angry would be an understatement.

She threw things and screamed and she cried. In the end though she figured the best way to get revenge was by making herself seem unaffected so, a year later our second daughter was born she was named Sybelle Stark and she was just as perfect as her sister. Unfortunately as much as Cersei loved her though she was scared. She knew people whispered she was never going to have a boy and she just wanted to prove them wrong. I knew because she was my wife, years of marriage will make you understand someone no matter how much you wished you didn't. So even though our couplings started being less fun and more of a chore I had to get done I still went with it. I knew in a way no one else did that Cersei needed to prove herself and she thought this was the only way how.

So, two years later when Syrona Stark was born and I think something in Cersei broke. She just didn't want to try anymore. She assumed it would be another failure that she would be blamed for. So, she just stopped. There was no more visits to my chambers and we no longer had the long talks we used to about what it was like being a second son, where everyone looked through you or what it was like being the daughter of Tywin Lannister, when he looked at you and all he saw was what you weren't. I had started training Sylene as my heir a long time ago but, I think she always assumed I always wanted a boy and I did nothing to dissuade her from that but maybe I should have.

Maybe I should have told her I was okay with the three beautiful girls we already had and they were perfect. Maybe she needed the assurance that there was nothing wrong with her and everything was okay. I didn't give it though and we just drifted further and further apart. This is where it all went wrong. I was a person just like everyone else and I missed having someone to talk to, someone to love. So I took a lover but, it wasn't public I wasn't shaming Cersei in anyway. I was just lonely but maybe I should have kept that loneliness to myself. Palla Ashwood was her name and two years after my wife and I started drifting apart she gave birth to a son and nothing was ever the same.

After two years Cersei had finally stopped shutting me out. She had let me in again she had started visiting my chambers. Things were going back to normal but Ronnel 'Snow' put a stop to that very quickly. The whispers which had just died down because, of the promise my daughter was showing in the art of war started up again. This time it didn't break Cersei it enraged her. They all blamed her they said obviously I proved I could have a son so the problem must be her. They started pushing for me to legitimize my bastard but I knew in the same way I knew my heart was beating that if I did that Cersei would be done. She was in the north long enough to know that divorce didn't take as much in the North as it did in the South. She would go back to her fathers house even with her tail between her legs before she let me disgrace her like that. I also knew in a way I shouldn't that she would start a war to take my daughters with her.

So, when the maester came to me and said my son was sickly I did something that no one would ever expect honorable Ned Stark to do. I told him to leave it to the gods to decide. It was a coin flip would my family break into tiny pieces or would I be sacrificing a life to keep it together. In the end Ronnel died and I knew I was nothing like what people thought I was when the announcement only made me relieved. It didn't fix the pieces of my broken marriage not by a long shot. As for my lover she never forgave me for not letting the maester look after our son and in the end she left too.

I knew that love wasn't in the cards after that. My wife had shut me out and my lover had actually left Winterfell to get away from me. So I threw myself into politics. I made betrothals for all of my daughters. I matrilineally betrothed my heir to a prince from Dorne. I betrothed my second daughter to Tytos Lannister who although her uncle stood to gain the entirety of the Westerlands. The one I might never forgive myself for though is the engagement of my third and last daughter. Jon Arryn had died and left the Vale to a relative of his Alyssa Arryn and she had a son, who was heir to the Vale. I betrothed my daughter to her son. The problem with this betrothal was my daughter was 2 and her son was 13. It was eleven years of age difference and I wondered if my daughter would ever forgive me much less me forgive myself.

My wife died when she was thirty. It was suspicious but, she had more enemies than she knew what to do with. It wasn't like we could narrow down who it was. I invited all the lords of the north to the funeral and they didn't even wait until she was buried to start pushing for me to remarry. I knew they wanted me to marry someone from the north this time but, after the mess they had made my marriage I decided a little punishment would not be the worst thing for them to experience. So, I married Nymeria Sand, Oberyn Martell's daughter though she was a bastard she was smart, attractive, and patient. I figured these were all things my daughters needed to learn after all I did somewhat agree with the other lords I did need a wife but, not to have a son like they thought but because my daughters needed a mother.

Unlike what the Lords of the North seemed to think and be pushing for there wasn't a son. By the time we had been married for three years even they were getting antsy after all my eldest daughter was 11 and some of the less conservative lords and ladies seemed to be accepting her as heir. So the conservatives really started pushing Nymeria and she broke. She tried and tried and tried until she actually ended up pregnant. As sad as I felt for my daughter that she had trained for thins all her life and it would be taken from her. I thought this would be best. The Northern lord and ladies would finally have the heir they dreamed of and Nymeria could relax and not be so on edge all the time.

Unfortunately life does not always work out how you want it. Owen Stark was born stillborn and nothing was the same. It was like watching someone die. I had never truly considered Nymeria a romantic interest I married her at 21 while I was 33. But, she was a 25 year old woman who had just lost her child and I didn't know how to comfort her or even if I should. The north didn't care about that though. The conservative lords finally knew that legitimate sons could happen and they wanted them quickly. So, I did the only I could to help the young woman who was stranded in a cold wasteland when she was used to the desert. I set her free. Two years after the stillbirth when I knew nothing I did would help her I divorced her and gave her all the money she would need to be happy. Last I heard she'd married a dornish knight.

After that I had put my foot down. My daughters were 14, 12, and 10 respectively none of them needed a mother and every time I took a wife it seemed the north broke her. Unfortunately the north was only willing to give so much of a break. They gave me a year before they started pushing for me to marry again. It took another for me to finally agree but I still wouldn't budge on the Northerner issue. As far as I was concerned they hadn't learned their lesson the first time. This time I took a wife from somewhere in the Vale. While it didn't get as cold as the north I knew it had a low temperature.

Her name was Osmeri of Hartbottle and I couldn't even bring myself to touch her at the bedding. She was only months older than my daughter and I had really only married her to shut up the lords. I knew just as well as she did that their would be no children of this union. She reminded me too much of my daughters so, I protected her. I made sure that the North would not break her like it broke my previous wives.

As much as I wanted to forget my sister's son. She was my sister and I figured I could do her just one favor. I engaged her son to Alyssa Tully the lady Paramount of the Trident. If he ever wanted a shot at being King he needed a strong supporter and from the moment I announced who his parents were I already decided it wouldn't be me. Though he was fourteen years older than her that probably made it better she was much easier to control. I figured her regent thought being of house Targareyn was better than being a Tully because, they agreed to a regular betrothal.

It was the only thing I would do to help my nephew he was on his own after that. He seemed to know that as well because, he didn't even let it stay as betrothed and immediately went to marry her at two years old. Last I heard he was trying to take control of the Riverlands by using his status as her husband. Obviously the Riverlords wouldn't let him just get it so easy though. It is apparently a hard battle for him.

That wasn't important to me though the actual marriage I was worried about was Selene's. After her betrothed had traveled down to finally marry her she came into my solar and said a bunch of very unconvincing arguments but, the gist of it was she didn't want to marry. I immediately thought of forcing her to go through with it but, then my mind thought of a few things. I thought of Cersei who even though she started to tolerate me never truly loved me. I thought of Nymeria who married me at 21 and went though the biggest tragedy of her life. I thought of Osmeri who at the moment was still my wife but, was a young girl my daughter's age who wanted to be free and definitely didn't want to marry a man who had a daughter her own age.

Mostly though I thought of Lyanna who wanted to marry Robert so little that she actually ran away and started a war. Even if my daughter didn't exactly start a war I knew that she didn't want to be tied down and might run away. So I told her she didn't have to go through with it. I insulted the Martells and I was sure they would never let me forget it but I was thinking of a little girl who I taught to hold a sword and the blinding smile she gave me in return.

Fortunately for me my other two daughters were much easier to marry off. Sybelle left with a spring in her step teasing her sisters about how she was going to be lady of the rock. I think I would have much preferred if Syrona reacted like Sylene. If she had just asked or refused to marry I wouldn't have gone through with it. I think the way she reacted was worse though. She went without even a frown on her face she closed herself off. I just wished that she'd tell me no though. However, Syrona was my daughter who had the least time with her mother. Cersei died when she was four and like I said Nymeria couldn't handle the responsibility of being a stepmother. By the time Osmeri came Syrona was 12 and Osmeri was even less of a stepmother than Nymeria.

So many people whispered she should have been a boy and I knew she heard the whispers. It wasn't like Sylene, in the beginning everyone assumed we would have sons later Sylene was doted on and by the time it was shown that we wouldn't she was already far enough ahead in her training to be heir that they couldn't really say anything. By the time Sybelle came people were disappointed but, Sybelle was always the pretty, attractive one of her sisters she just had to flash that toothless baby smile and everyone forgot they ever wanted her to be a boy in the first place.

Sybelle though was born with a harelip and everyone wanted her to be a boy. So, when she wasn't the backlash wasn't pretty. She got by in life by diplomacy, she talked circles around people and got them on her side without them even realizing they were ever against her. She survived the chill of the North by hiding her secrets and telling people what they wanted to hear. So, I never knew how she really felt about the marriage and maybe I'd never find out.

I had three daughters and they were all as different as the sun, the moon, and the stars. My sun Sylene warm and supporting but, get too close and you'll be burned just as quickly she can lead an army better than most grown men and handle a sword as good as an average knight. My moon Sybelle she smiles and shines in front while she hides a dagger and her darkness behind, she could distract you with her face only to sink a knife into your heart and you'd die with a smile. My star Syrona so close but so far away, she makes you think you're the closes of friends until she needs you no longer and she drops you just a quickly and she lifted you up.

Sylene by the time she was 19 just got more and more extravagant reasons why she couldn't marry any of the people I picked. When I picked a Northerner her excuse was they were too closely related. Someone from the south and she couldn't marry someone who didn't follow the old gods. Sybelle had blossomed in the Westerlands, she became the crown princess they loved and she thrived in her mother's hometown she was the only child who I got to see have a grandchild before I passed away. Cersei Lannister was beautiful no matter how much people from the Westerlands said she looked too northern. Syrona never did tell me if she resented being married in the Vale or not. Though she was a well like there as she was in the North. She won everyone over no matter how many people thought she didn't look as beautiful as her sister with a harelip.

In the end the only children of his who survived were the ones he had with Cersei and as he was getting stabbed with a knife he wondered how the Northerners felt about that.

Eddard Stark died at the age of 45 leaving behind 3 beautiful daughters a wife who never loved him and one granddaughter. He died with a smile on his face and on his tombstone lay, 'Eddard Stark beloved father and husband of Cersei Lannister.'
 
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Sylene Stark

I was nineteen when my father died and turned over house Stark to me. Until that moment I didn’t truly understand the burdens you bore being the Warden of the North. You had to constantly think about how your actions would affect your vassals you had to worry about what your liege would do. While on top of that making sure you balance the multitude of things your vassals demanded or tried to force you into with what you actually wanted.

I most definitely didn’t realize what it took my father to let me stay unmarried so long. It took a week for the first Lord to indirectly mention my unmarried status but, after that it was like the floodgates were opened and everyone had an opinion. They didn’t seem to care if I wanted this opinion or not.

It took another month for me to accept that I couldn’t put it off any longer. I wasn’t a little girl who could come up with another excuse on why I shouldn’t be married. The lords wouldn’t accept any of them anyway I somehow knew that without even trying them out. They weren’t like my father who cared whether I’d be happy or not.

Though I also had this feeling that most of them wanted me married as some way to control me. Which I wouldn’t let them do. In the end I realized my father had a very good eye. The person I ended up marrying was one of the many men he had chosen for me. I didn’t understand at the time why he had chose him but, I understood now.

He was the son of a priest of the godswood in the dreadfort. He was northern which would quiet the lords but, not powerful enough to try to control me. While at the same time he had great stewardship skill which I wasn’t the best at. So, a few months before my twentieth year I married Arthor Gale. The wedding was big enough for the Lady Paramount of the North and the bedding was uncomfortable.

In the end though I figured if we didn’t have a marriage filled with love fit for the storybooks we at least would tolerate each other and it wouldn’t be as bad as my parent’s own.

I was just twenty though and I wanted more than just a tolerable marriage. So I took a lover. It wasn’t because I wanted love I was just naturally kind of lustful and I figured from the way the men sometimes talked about it when they thought I wasn’t around bedding had to be better than this.

When I was twenty two though the problems in the realm finally came to head. The trident declared war to put my cousin Jon in the throne. I wasn’t very close to him. Though he stayed at Winterfell it was mostly in the guest chambers. My father had never let him stay in the family chambers and I don’t think my father liked him much.

So, Jon learned to blend into the background and listen in on some of my lessons on warfare. The most I’d ever seen my father talk to cousin Jon was right before he left for the Trident. I assumed it worked out since a few years later he was declaring war to push his claim on the iron throne and I doubted it was his nine year old wife who decided to do it.

I got ravens from both sides asking for my support and it took me a while to think about what to do. On one hand cousin Jon was family but on the other I wasn’t really close to him. I decided the safest bet would be to stay neutral. At least until I thought of a fourth option. We didn’t have to be under any of them. We could be independent. The minute I thought of it the idea would not go away.

Most would call me despicable to use the cover of another war to become independent but, I didn’t care what most thought. As soon as I declared the war for independence though I knew it was going to be harder than I thought. After all though the realm was split the king at least had his brother Renly on his side as Warden of the Stormlands even if his other brother Stannis had died.

So I went though everyone and thought who out of all the seven kingdoms would ally with me. I didn’t realize until I had glanced at the letter from my sister that the answer was staring right in my face. My grandfather, Tywin Lannister he cared about his legacy too much to let me tarnish it by being a failed rebellion and no matter what the man was my grandfather. So I asked for an alliance and he accepted.

I was actually fairly surprised when he accepted yes I had to sway him a bit to my cause but, I thought it would be much harder. I guess family means more to him than I thought. After that Robert Baratheon didn’t know what hit him. My father had set the foundation for the North to fight on equal grounds with even the King. Though this was mostly because the Kingdom was broken up by another rebellion right now.

Which is why I wasted no time. I immediately started getting the troops of the North coming to Winterfell while I commanded my grandfather’s army to attack Kings Landing.

After all it would take quite a while for my army to travel down south and we had to travel through the Trident to get there which was ridiculously packed with armies. You didn’t know who was an enemy or ally so most immediately attacked whoever wasn’t flying their banner. Luckily for me on the way down I missed most Tully forces and only ran across Baratheon ones.

After all though I wasn’t helping him I didn’t want to actively hinder my cousin’s war either. The few skirmishes I had going from the Riverlands to the Stormlands didn’t have much influence on the war as a whole. After all this wasn’t their main army not even close.

My grandfather was still building his army in the Westerlands by the time I started taking small castles in the Crownlands. It was the first time I had really proven myself in battle. Sure I had listened and understood all of my lessons but the theory was much different than seeing men die on my orders. It wasn't just a game on a board that I could insist my father start over if I lost. If I lost this it would have much worse repercussions.

We were betting everything on this war. The north which was already in a bad position among the other kingdoms would completely lose all standing if we had to go through the beating down that unsuccessful rebellions did. It was two years into the war that another problem arose. My lover sent me a raven saying my husband had found out about us and he was leaving me.

I wasn’t a man no matter how much sometimes I wished I was. I wasn’t able cut off my feelings toward my lover no matter how much I never admitted it to myself. So, I may have impulsively gotten on a horse and started riding back north to get answers for this letter.

It was a hard almost month long ride back up north. I felt awful for leaving my soldiers to fend for themselves. By the time I got back to Winterfell I was still thinking about what to say. I figured I would just go out and ask it. There was one problem though I forgot about my husband and the minute I came back he gave me a smile that was not a smile and asked, “What are you doing back dear? Is the war over?” He even intentionally looked over my shoulder like he was looking for soldiers to come thundering behind me.

That was when I finally thought to myself, ‘what am I doing?’ As much as there wasn’t any love between my husband and I he respected me which was more than I ever expected from any man I married. I reminded myself of one person I absolutely did not want to be compared to, my aunt Lyanna. Though some of Westeros smiled over the touching love story of her and prince Rhaegar all I ever thought was that she was an irresponsible brat.

My father mostly refused to talk about her so I got my information from my mother and drunk people who still resented her. She had dragged countless innocent lives into a war because she could not control herself. The north lost thousands of brave men in those fights and they had every reason to resent her. They picked up their swords because they thought they were saving a kidnapped woman. Not someone who ran away.

That is when my husband interrupts and asks again with a smile that’s not a smile on his face, “What are you doing here dear?” It was when I realized two paths lay before me. One lay with my husband it would be a boring but comfortable life. Another lay before me it would be with my lover but, I would remake that path with blood.

After all I didn’t even understand why I did this. I left the army I had lead down to a place they didn’t know to what, find love? I was a girl who grew up without a mother from eight and one who resented me for not being a boy even before she died. A father who was always thinking of another time and everyone’s hopes for me to suddenly become a boy. I didn’t need love. So I smiled very falsely and said, “I’m here to see you dear. I missed you.”

Of course he knew just like how I did that the words I said were lies. After all he had confronted my lover he knew what I did. Though he obviously wouldn’t make it public just like how I wouldn’t. So, we played our parts pretended I didn’t resent him from taking that little bit of happiness away from me whether it was fake or not. We also pretended he wasn’t currently imagining a million different ways to stab me with a fork. After all no matter how much he was the weaker party in this relationship I'm sure he thought if anyone ever took a lover it would be him.

Though that night we still went to bed together and we pretended we were a married couple all over again and it was bedding night. Maybe it was just how long I had been without it or maybe it was our resentment towards each other. Either way this coupling was much more passionate than any of our previous ones were.

It took me another month to ride hard back down South and this time I ran into some armies I had to avoid to get back to my own. My grandfather was taking King’s Landing while I was taking castles that were surrounding it. Three months later I realized that our war might have to be significantly sped up. I was pregnant turned out that trip up north had some unforeseen consequences.

At least I could be sure it was my husband’s child if nothing else. I didn’t need that complication on top of everything else. It wasn’t like I could make another secret trip up north. Just getting back here was harder than the first trip going North. If I tried to ride North to stay safe for my pregnancy. I might as well just surrender because that’s asking to be captured.

So of course as a person who was in the middle of leading an army I thought of moon tea. I couldn’t have a baby in the middle of a war. However, I still couldn’t go through with it in the end. No matter what this was still my child and would in the end become my heir. I couldn’t go through with killing them.

So, I hid it. I stopped going straight into battles and wore large shirts and trousers instead of my armor. I sat behind the map table when I gave most of my orders for how to continue sieging the castle that day. As curious as the soldiers were they were mostly happy they were uncomfortable having a woman on the battlefield with them, especially a highborn one.

Of course I couldn’t hide it forever. By the time my seventh month came the maester stressed that I really couldn’t not go into seclusion anymore. If I still insisted on not going in seclusion there was risk of death. Of course I couldn’t just disappear for two months and not say anything.

When I went north I told them it was an emergency I had to go back for and to just continue taking castles. No one would believe I was going north on my own with how chaotic the Trident was now. So we finally came out and just said the truth. I was going into seclusion. To say they were confused was an understatement. The first thing my second command said was, “What? That’s not possible you’re not pregnant.” All I did was nod my head and everyone’s eyes went wide.

After the overreactions and some of the generals who seemed weirdly concerned over me we finally decided I would stay in the castle we had taken over and instead of going to another castle like we’d originally planned the army would stay in the county and take the baronies and cities while I gave birth.

I had my first child at 25. She was named Cylla Stark, as much as I wanted to name her Cersei my sister had named her daughter that first so this was the compromise. She was small, innocent, and fragile. I was in over my head. You didn’t have children in a war. Especially when there was a chance you could lose that war.

As much as I didn’t want to I immediately gave my daughter over to a wet nurse when we found one. Now I had even more of a reason why we couldn’t lose. My grandfather had just sent a message saying he had taken control of King's Landing. While one of our scouts had seen the Baratheon soldiers headed for King's Landing. I figured I would not get another chance. I waited until the two armies were in battle and then I came from the rear to battle the Baratheon soldiers with my grandfather. It was a pincer attack and we won.

It marked the end of the war. At least our war. Unless the King wanted to extend even more effort towards us and lose his other war he had to surrender. We had the capital and had defeated half of his forces in that pincer attack. After he surrendered we immediately got him to sign the treaty and went back north.

My daughter was six months old before she met her father. The first thing he said when he saw her was, “Are you sure it’s mine?” As much as I wanted to punch him I knew as well as anyone that it was an actual realistic question. He had no idea if I’d seen my lover when I was here or not. So I said yes and all he did was nod.

I’m not sure if he believed me but that still didn’t matter. I was on the top of the world. We were an independent kingdom. I had done this. I knew I wasn’t what people thought of when they thought of a female ruler. They thought of one who plotted, smiled or made friends. I was none of those things the only thing I had was luck and skill.

I had the luck to be born first out of my sisters and the effort and skill to go from a little girl who cried because she wasn’t a boy to a woman who could lead and win wars. I wasn’t like Sybelle who could plot someone’s death one minute and smile the next. I wasn’t like Syrona where I could change anyone’s opinion of me with just a conversation. I was someone who was comfortable on horseback leading an army. The north wanted me to be a boy but, I was a girl. I was a girl who could win wars. No matter how much they didn’t like me or wanted a boy. After this they had to accept me.

A few months later after I abolished the Paramount title and officially became Queen of the North, I looked over the balcony. This balcony overlooked all of the North. If we had buckled down there was no way any dragons would have been able to force us to surrender. After all just like our house words say, ‘Winter is coming.’ Those dragons, their riders, and their armies would never survive winter in the north.

All I can think as I look out at the vast snow that surround me is, ‘None of my descendants shall be called the one who knelt. A Stark will never carry that title again. If someone wants to take us over well I hope they like the cold. The north will never again bend. You’ll either break us or break yourself on us.’

Yes I did somehow manage to make the female version of Robb Stark with Cersei as a mother do a complete circle and war for northern independence. However, this time they won so that's a difference. Though tell me what you guys think. Sorry about no pictures I actually just thought of doing this kind of deep into my game. Which is why Ned's generation isn't as detailed. This one is mostly because of my memory and because I'm still on this generation. I've paused my game when this character is like 57 to catch up with the AAR. So this generation will have about two more parts and then we'll move onto........ Well you'll see later for now I won't spoil it.