With a horrible shudder of pain, Pyotr withdrew back into his own body.This was the worst part of every day - or the measure of time known as a "day", considering there was no longer any sun to determine the time off of, or in fact many stars still visible to the naked eye. This was the time where the Other slept and he was forced to come back to this body, this frail, pain-wracked half-corpse of a body. His bones ached and throbbed, the slightest motion - a breath, a murmured word, the lifting of a fingertip - caused unbearable pain to shoot through every part of his body. The machines around him kept him alive, but they could not stop the process of aging, only slow it.
The people who scurried around him thought him dead - to the world, at least, even if the machines kept his body alive. A figurehead, they whispered, just a puppet for us to parade before the masses as a God.
With a groan that sent jolts of sharp pain through his skull, he set his mind to looking over the ship, like a man patting himself down after a fall. Everything appeared to be in order, nothing had gone wrong during his absence; the steady rumble of the ship's rotation around the core was still the same; the hum of the fusion generators was no different than ever; the ferocious roar of the engines continued to drive nails through his skull...
- well done - he whispered into the recesses of his mind.
- as always... - it whispered back.
His inspection complete, Pyotr cast his mind further afield, sending his gaze across the fleet. Eighteen ships there were now, including his flagship. Eighteen where once there had been over a hundred. He remembered - through a dreamlike haze - the construction of these ships, in the orbit of the homeworld, Earth. It had taken decades, while below them billions gave their lives, unwillingly, so that a select few could survive. When the fleet had finally cast off, the quartermaster had told him that only four hundred million had survived to be ferried aboard the ships. Or.... had it been five hundred million? It was so very long ago...
Pyotr had plotted the course for the fleet; he knew they would never be safe close to Earth, even if that "close" were decided on the scale of the universe. He knew of the jump points, he had found them with his senses, the barely remembered glimpses of star-maps as his only guide, and he set the fleet on a course for the closest. The jump gate technology was stolen, barely understood by the engineers... how was he to have known? How?