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Chapter 47

September 22nd​

The gathering at Kleines Lebenshaus Süd was, by any estimation, an unlikely assortment of individuals. It had been two weeks since the escape. The mother and her son had been joyfully reunited with husband and father in Hanover. Gerta was with her cousin, who was overjoyed to see her. Angela and Franz Peters were settling into their new married life together. Both Franz and Geoff were working for the construction firm of Friedrich Detmold. None of them could be happier, nor could Detmold. Ever since the adventure the contractor had been on the lookout for another opportunity to deploy the services of his company in another similar project. Lola had been placed in an apartment with two other women also employed by the Bureau of Statistics in Berlin until further relocation options were explored, including Hamburg, Frankfurt, or Munich. Lola was tending toward Hamburg. She had visited that great northern city, where she had been successful in locating her aunt and cousin and with whom the renewing of familial ties had proven rich.

Joseph was residing for the moment in Berlin, in a house with several men, three of whom taught at a local university, while the other two were students. Ursula and Joseph saw one another every day, and quickly the deepening relationship found the right channels and began to flow smoothly. They had hardly been a week in one another's presence before both knew beyond any doubt that they loved another. Once the inevitable timidity had given way to easy conversation and comfortable sharing, the talk turned to the matter of their betrothal. The desire in both their hearts was to proceed with the marriage as quickly as possible. They therefore resolved to speak with Ursula's father as the first step towards that end. Plans began to get under way almost immediately for a trip to Israel.

Eloise and her father were, like Lola, those most clearly without a home or roots of any kind in the West. Since Heinrich's escape from prison, they had been on the run now for thirteen months. From the first night in the hotel Ed had convinced Heinrich that the only natural and proper place for them was with himself and Ian in Bavaria. "We have an abundance of room, and I have already made every possible arrangement for your comfort."

"We shall see, Ed," Heinrich said repeatedly. "We mustn't put you out."

"Put us out! Don't be preposterous! We will be grief stricken if you do not come with us."

At first Eloise thought to stay with Ursula until her own wedding arrangements could be finalized, but the thought of a further separation from either her father or Ian was more than she could bear. She would accompany them to the south. The boarding house in the village was mentioned.

"That will be perfect!" exclaimed Heinrich. "Eloise and I will make a home for ourselves there."

"Nonsense," replied Ed, "there is no reason for you not to be at the chalet with us, Heinrich."

"I will be fine at the boarding house by myself, Papa," said Eloise. "Ed is right."

In the end it was Ian who took up temporary nighttime quarters in the village, while Ed, Eloise, and Heinrich shared the chalet. "Besides," Ian concluded. "I will be all the closer to the bakery!"

Now, several days after their return from Berlin, the other members of the fellowship arrived in Obenammersfeld for a weekend together, away from Berlin, to talk and visit in a more peaceful setting, and to pray together concerning their collective and individual futures. Joseph and Ursula had driven down from Berlin, bringing Lola with them. Joseph would occupy a room in the boarding house with Ian. There was abundant room for the others at the house. They had been talking freely for some time as the seven sat around the dinner table, during which time Joseph shared at length about the brothers at Bialystok and the many things Dieder had told him that had set his thoughts moving in new directions.

"Your brief stay with the brotherhood there sounds like it had a similar impact as my first visit to the baron and Eloise at Lebenshaus," said Ian. "Doesn't it, Ed?"

"Exactly," added Ed. "There is no substitute for seeing the life of faith lived out in practical ways by a Christian who, at the same time, is ready to speak challenging words…even bold words at times. For twenty years I have been grateful to you, Heinrich…" he turned his head and nodded in Heinrich's direction… "for having the courage to challenge Ian to think more personally about God than he had. Those challenging words changed his life. It sounds like our brother Palacki did the same for you, Joseph."

"I will always be in his debt, that is for certain. I only hope somehow I will be allowed to see him again one day, shake his hand, and tell him that face-to-face."

"I'm sure that would not be difficult for God to arrange," said Ian, "if he could bring all of us together!"

They all laughed.

"He sounds like the kind of man I would like to meet as well," Ian added.

"Perhaps we shall meet him together one day," said Joseph.

There was a brief silence.

"And so, what does the future bode for you?" asked Heinrich, glancing toward Ursula and Joseph.

"We are going to be married, if that is what you mean," replied Joseph. "We do not exactly know when yet."

"We want to speak to my father," said Ursula. "We are trying to make arrangements for a flight to Jerusalem as soon as possible."

"Have you spoken with them?" asked Eloise.

"Oh yes! I'm afraid I will have a dreadful telephone bill! They are all so excited!"

"Have you told them…about Joseph?" asked Ian. "The new Joseph I mean?"

"Not yet. That is something we want to do in person," answered Joseph.

"What about you?" Ursula asked, turning toward her friend.

"We don't know yet either," replied Eloise. "Perhaps next month."

"That soon?" said Joseph.

"The sooner the better!" said Ian. "We've been waiting for each other for what…let me see…the war started in 1939, that's…we've been waiting twenty-three years! Yes, that soon…I'm going to marry this lady before I lose any more opportunities!"

They all laughed.

"Wouldn't it be wonderful, Eloise," exclaimed Ursula, her face lighting up, "if we could be married on the same day…together?"

"But…your family?" said Eloise. "I can't think of anything more delightful, but…surely you will want to be with them."

"You are right. What am I thinking?"

"The important thing is that we get all four of you married as soon as possible," now put in Ed. "Heinrich and I do not want to wait much longer, and I imagine your father feels the same, Ursula! If my vote counts for anything, I say let us proceed with a double wedding with all possible dispatch!"

"I couldn't agree more!" added Heinrich with gusto.

The conversation moved in other directions by common consent out of respect for the couples' need to decide together.

"What about you, Lola," said Heinrich after a while. "Tell us about your new job."

"It is not the most interesting of work," Lola said, but with a smile. "Even in the wonderful BRD, statistics can be dull and dry. And there is much to learn, of course."

Heinrich laughed, delighted to see humor emerging from her.

"But I am blessed and grateful," Lola went on. "The people in the office are kind to me, as are the women I am living with. Already I am seeing such a multitude of ways in which life is different over here. It will perhaps take me some time to feel comfortable. But I certainly am content and very pleased with where I am for the present."

"And how is the rest of your life?" asked Ed, with the warm tone of a friend. It was obvious the two had already spent a great deal of time together on the subject.

Lola smiled and thought for a moment, the expression on her face a smile of peace. "I am finding," she answered after a moment, "that I have more to accustom myself to, in the way of looking at things differently, even than I do in reorienting myself from the GDR to the BRD. It is just as you have said, Ed. In this too, in thinking of God as a Father who is with me every moment, and who loves me…I find I have so much to learn."

"So do we all," replied Ed, "believe me, so do we all."

There was a long silence.

It was Ed, speaking again, who broke it. "There is one thing I still do not understand," he said. "Why, if the tunnel was there and the plan was apparently going to work, didn't some of the other people you told me about come too…the fellow Brumfeldt and his family, and Angela's brother, or Hermann?"

It remained silent. No one seemed inclined to attempt an answer.

"In Brumfeldt's case," said Eloise after a moment, "his wife, a dear but anxious woman, would never have come. Erich is a contented man. He is one of the rare ones, like Udo Bietmann and Dieder, who will be free wherever he is."

"The other two?"

"I'm not quite sure about Josef," answered Eloise. "I halfway expected him to accompany us. But then they have important work still to do on the other side. God's people need help there just as much as here. That is their home. And yet…" Eloise smiled as she paused to think. "I cannot say it would surprise me," she went on, "to see Josef Dahlmann on this side one day."

"What about Hermann?" said Ian.

Now Eloise's smile broke into laughter. "Dear Hermann! I'm not even going to try to understand what he is thinking!"





As they sat on the balcony that evening, enjoying a warm, peaceful sunset, the conversation turned toward how Joseph had known to flee Moscow. Before long, they began attempting to piece together a history of what had happened to cause the KGB to pursue him for the benefit of Heinrich and Ed.

"Where did these mysterious photographs come from in the first place?" Ed asked.

"I worked as an assistant to a photographer in Moscow," replied Joseph. "He was, like me, a man with a false identity. How he had been chosen for the job in the Kremlin in the first place I never did know. I suspect he learned the trade during the war and followed it as an occupation later. When I became associated with him, he was from time to time given delicate film to process for the military or the government. The darkroom where we worked was in a basement of the Kremlin itself. Can you imagine…two imposters, one of them a Zionist, developing the Kremlin's pictures!"

"Incredible!" exclaimed Heinrich with a hearty laugh.

Joseph went on to explain about his own imprisonment after his affiliations were discovered, what Stoyidovich had done, and that the old man had come to him only a year and a half ago and told him of the photos, asking him if he could get them into the right hands in the west. "He never told me exactly why he made the duplicates. However, after I came back to work for him, after my release, he told me about them, and then, when I said I could help, he developed them and turned them over to me."

"But how did they possibly wind up in my father's hands?" asked Ursula. "He told me about them when he was in Berlin last summer. If only we'd known it was you who had placed them with our underground in the first place."

Joseph smiled, but it was not a smile that contained much humor, for the realization of how close he had been to the rabbi was an irony that still carried a certain amount of pain when he thought of it. "It's nearly impossible to convey to anyone who hasn't been there," replied Joseph after a moment, "how secretive and fragmented everything is in Moscow and how frightened everyone is. The regime has literally exterminated hundreds of thousands…some say millions. Informants and traitors exist everywhere. One false step, one misspoken word, and for a handful of rubles someone will tell what he has heard to the KGB. So, most remain tight-lipped. There are underground organizations, linked but loosely, with caution guarding every movement. I had heard about the people of The Rose and that they were the likely ones to get the photographs out of Russia. So I arranged a meeting with a fellow who was supposed to be able to put them into their hands, met him late one foggy night in the middle of the Kamenny Bridge, and turned them over to him."

"That is when they came into my hands," said Eloise, picking up the tale. "After they reached him in Moscow, Rabbi Wissen and I met in Warsaw. He was disguised, and I knew he was worried. I was to take the photos to Berlin and get them into Ursula's hands. She would then see that they were given to the appropriate authorities, who would know best how to use them."

"But you didn't!" now put in Ursula, laughing. "She became so secretive all of a sudden," she added to the others. "I didn't know what you were up to!"

Eloise laughed with delight. "You see what effect you were having on me, Ian?" she said. "As soon as I saw you again, I didn't know what to do about the photographs. Then before long, everything got crazy with the prison escape and the terrible accident."

"The one thing I want to know is," said Heinrich, "has anyone actually seen these photographs to know why they are so important and why they would have been so incriminating?"

Joseph nodded. "I saw them. I have to admit, though, I do not see why they would undertake a chase across half of Europe to retrieve them."

"I presume, then," added Ed with a questioning tone, "that the photographs were lost or destroyed or left at your old home in Berlin?"

"Oh no," replied Eloise. "I finally gave them to Ian before we went to rescue Papa."

"Wait a minute!" exclaimed Ian suddenly. "Here we've been sitting here talking about them, and I am the one who's had them all this time! Eloise did give them to me, and I ought to still have them!"

Like a shot he was off to the basement, where the last few boxes still remained unpacked from the Imperial Hotel in Berlin of a year ago. He did not return for perhaps ten minutes. Gradually the silence around the table created by his abrupt departure gave way again to further dialogue between those remaining.

When he reentered the room from the hallway, Ian's step was slow and uncertain and a thoughtful look was spread over his face. He had clearly found the photographs and document among his possessions and had been looking and reading them moments earlier. He sat down slowly.

"I'd never seen them before," he said. "Eloise just handed me an envelope and told me to put them where they would be safe. I never looked inside it until a moment ago." He now passed them to Eloise's father, who understood nothing of what he saw. He in turn passed them to Ed as they made their way slowly around the table. Confused silence was the inevitable reaction.

The photographs were taken from ground level at what appeared to be a flat and artificially cleared location. About twenty vehicles were visible, some surveying equipment, and what looked like four large liquid truck trailers. A white obelisk about two or three truck length's high was visible protruding out of what looked like a large flower petal consisting of wedge-shaped metal panels. Two other white obelisks were still on truck trailers. There was a large number of men visible in the photographs working with the trucks and the obelisks.

Lola was the first to speak. "Why would photos of American Jupiter missiles be of such importance?"

Ed seemed momentarily surprised. "You are sure those are American missiles?"

"Of course. The all-weather panels, the wedge-shaped parts that look like flower petals, are distinctive," Lola replied as though the answers were obvious.

"It all makes sense now," sighed Ian after a moment.

The rest of the occupants of the deck protested that nothing was as yet clear to anyone else.

"There is another document in the envelope, a 'Completely Secret' KGB report detailing that these photographs were taken near Izmir, Turkey in the early part of 1961. I would bet that this places US nuclear missile capability in range of most of European Russia."

Ursula and Joseph reached for each other unconsciously.

"If the Presidium," Ian continued, "had decided on an action to respond to this threat that involved actions outside of the Soviet Union, they would most likely employ some sort of subterfuge or cover operation to mask their intentions or delay our response until their activities were successful. The appearance of duplicate photos of these rockets would be evidence of a leak of exceptionally sensitive information, and that leak would represent a threat to the success of the main operation."

Lola nodded agreement. "That would be our…I mean, the Staatssicherheit view of such a situation, yes. This might also explain why the satellite security organizations were put on the alert for these photos and why Moscow was so interested in a quick resolution."

"Do you think that there is an operation on right now?" Ed asked.

"I don't know," Ian replied. "I read something in the newspapers Ed kept for me about a speech by a US Senator claiming that Cuban exiles had told him the Soviet Union was 'in all probability' constructing a missile base in Cuba. And just two days ago the US Senate stated that the US is 'determined to prevent in Cuba the creation or use of an externally supported military capability endangering the security of the United States.' If the assertions and fears of the Americans are true, then potentially there is a cover operation ongoing and finding this leak might have been important…" Ian's face returned to a serious contemplative expression.

"What will you do with the photos and report, Ian?" asked Eloise.

"I don't know," he sighed. "I don't see that I have much choice but to turn them over to the Foreign Office or take them to the Foreign Secretary personally. They did come into my hands when I was employed as a representative of the British government, so it seems I have that obligation, as well as a responsibility to Joseph, Stoyidovich, and everyone else who sacrificed so much so that this information would reach the west."

"Should we make immediate plans to travel to London or Bonn, Ian?" Ed asked, a note of worry in his tone.

"No, actually, now that I think of it, it might be best if we take these down to Garmisch first thing in the morning. I think the best course of action is to give these to our contacts in the security forces. If the Soviets are acting based on the threat that these American missiles pose, I would much prefer a solution where both sides agree to directly remove or reduce the respective threats. I think if the information came through the military channels, there would be less distractions from the political aspects of the dispute."
 
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"Have you told them…about Joseph?" asked Ian. "The new Joseph I mean?"
Do they already know about the new Ursula or will that have to be told too?
 
Chapter 48

October 24th, 1962​

A warm autumn sun shown down brilliantly over the grassy expanse of meadow next to the two-hundred-year-old church in the village of Uelstenberg. The Alps towering behind the cluster of homes, farm houses, barns, and shops contained snow throughout the year, and now, as winter made its approach, had received several new blankets already. The days were shortening too, but the midday sun yet held warmth enough for the very special occasion taking place in the village today.

Ian and Eloise had decided to hold their small wedding in the side yard of the agedly magnificent building, the nearest church to the Clarke chalet several kilometers higher up the mountain. The moment she had beheld the setting on their first horseback ride since arrival, Eloise had declared to Ian that this was the spot she wanted to be married.

"Why do you think I brought you here!" he had said, with a smile. "I'd been thinking the very same thing."

As the guests and local acquaintances now began to seat themselves in the rows of chairs that had been set in a semicircle facing in the direction of the mountains, they beheld a most exquisite panorama that no sea-dweller could imagine…augmented by sounds and fragrances found exclusively in the midst of such mountain air. To their right stood the church, behind which rested in peace the mortal remains of the villagers who had gone on to their reward. The grave markers of these faithful, along with the antiquity of the stone and timber church, lent a solemn quietness, more of ambiance than actuality, to the occasion, notwithstanding the tones from the bell tower overhead. Toward the left rose the mountains, their outlines of white showing clear against a blue expanse of the noon sky. A few stray billows of cloud, as if mirroring the snow-capped peaks, floated leisurely around overhead, showing no purpose in their motion, for there was little wind.

The music from the mouths of the last few birds of autumn made chorus with a few barely discernible high buzzes of insects. In the distance, the far-off tinkling of the alto bells that hung from the necks of wandering alpine cattle mingled in appealing dissonance with the bass clangs now sounding from the chimes in the tower above the church. White was the color of the day. All around sat stands and baskets of flowers, mostly white. An abundance of white roses had been brought in from the city for the occasion.

Ian and Ed stood in front of the small gathering with the minister of the church, whose friendship both had cultivated since first relocating to this Bavarian valley. To the minister's right stood Lola Reinhardt, beaming from being accorded the honor of sharing this moment with her new friend. In the front row sat two honored guests…Eloise's aunt from Switzerland, beside whom sat cousin Brigitte. Eloise's heart was delighted that she had come all the way from Berlin and was hopeful that perhaps a true relationship might hereafter be able to form.

A small portable pump organ had been brought out of the church and stood to one side, and now began to play a rendition of the largo from Dvorak's Symphony No.9. Its sound seemed soft, almost swallowed up in the vastness of the sky and the mountains and the steeple of the church inside of which it normally gave its services, yet the majestic sounds added to the celebratory mood of the day.


From behind the corner of the church now slowly walked Eloise and Heinrich. Eloise was attired simply in a reasonably plain white ankle-length dress with a pale blue ribbon for a belt. All the years of counting pennies had made Eloise almost too practical. Though Ian would have spared no expense on a dress, and though her aunt would have enjoyed nothing better than to have had one made for her, Eloise's final choice was simple in its design. A matching ribbon wound about small white flowers and leaves, forming a dainty wreath set in the strands of her blonde hair. She carried a bouquet of white and green, with a white rose in the center, surrounded with white baby's breath and green ferns.

As Ian watched them advance steadily but ever so slowly closer, his heart hammered. How can such a day as this ever come to me! All the dramatic events of the last eighteen months, from happiness to death, from peril to daring escape…it all seems like a distant dream that happened to someone else… It seems, he thought as he gazed upon his bride approaching him on her father's arm, that I have lived three or four lifetimes already…and the best is yet to come!





In a distant land, far away and south beyond the Mediterranean, another ceremony was taking place on the same day, at that same hour…not by accident but by joint appointment. A more different setting from the other one could not be imagined. The land, though hilly, was flat when compared with the Alps. The terrain beyond the walls of the ancient city shone brown and arid under the sun, and the temperature of the air was hot. About the only similarity between the two settings existed in the spacious blue vault overhead, for the same clear sky over-arched them both.

This wedding fit neither synagogue nor church, and therefore a neutral site had been selected that the ceremony might incorporate both ancestral reality and present faith in celebration. The chuppah had been set up early in the day and now stood in front of those who were slowly beginning to gather. The bride was perhaps older than most on their special day. But she who was the center of today's attention had waited twenty-three years to consummate the vows of her betrothal and was all the lovelier as a result of her lengthy period of steadfast waiting. The groom did not have friends to accompany him, nor a father's house in the city from which to make the procession. But he had waited the same length of time to honor the covenant of the betrothal and was not now as concerned with ancient tradition as with present reality.

The fragrance of hyacinth was everywhere. Containers of force-grown bulbs and been brought in from nearly every florist and nursery in the city, and the mystery of their perfume hung like a mist in the warm atmosphere.





"Dearly beloved," began the minister of Uelstenberg in German, "you have come today to witness and celebrate…"

As he spoke, Eloise and Ian gazed into one another's eyes with sparkling smiles of such depth that their lips did not even move in consequence. When the minister had concluded his brief opening remarks, Heinrich spoke his patriarchal blessing and gave his daughter's hand symbolically to the young man he had loved as a son many years before this day.

The minister now turned to Ian. "Do you, Ian, take this woman…"

Ian's mind returned to the day he had first seen Eloise von Lebens bounding up gaily to her father's side. Then had come the introduction that had changed his life forever…the look into her eyes…the conversation that followed. Then the visit to Lebenshaus, exploring the house, the ride, the broken leg, dancing with her at the Adler estate, the thunderstorm, the yellow roses, the china box, the underground room. In but a fleeting split second, not his whole life passed through his brain, but his whole life with Eloise. It truly has been four lifetimes. The first year at Lebenshaus when we were young. The joyous interlude of happiness last summer. The months in East Germany… And now this!

But already, the minister had turned toward Eloise. "Do you, Eloise, take this man…"

Eloise's thoughts were full of Das Märchen. What a romantic my Ian has been…horses hidden in the woods, the mysterious picnic basket, the poem lying in the bottom of it! Yet he continued to shower me with still more surprises…the horse drawn carriage, the ball, the message delivered by the little boy, and the red rose. Even as the minister was speaking, the verses of Ian's poem flitted through Eloise's brain:

It is said that love should be like a rose,
That grows in my heart, so sweet and pure.
But she is also called a thorn,
The angry one that wants to tear my heart apart.

The nice time with you that made me happy
Made the rose in me bloom.
The years of separation gave birth to the pain,
Like thorns she pierced my bleeding heart.

Why should love, as soon as it expires,
Contain so much tears and pain?
But I know that the number of its thorns increases
Every rose’s radiance and loveliness.


She had said the words to him many times last summer, and now her eyes, swimming in liquid love, said it to him in her mind once again. Oh, Ian…how can you have made me so happy! It has all been a lovely fairy tale…today most of all!

She was through speaking, and now the minister began to lead Ian through the words of his promise. "I, Ian, take you, Eloise, to be my wedded wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until we are parted by death. With God as my witness, I give you this promise."

As his friend pledged his love, Ed Jones thought back to the evening in Stalag Luft I when he and Ian had finally acknowledged their shared past and reconciled completely. It was, in many ways, the beginning of their adult relationship and their joint quest for truth. In the years since, he and Ian had enjoyed a friendship accorded to but few men. It had made his life rich beyond words. Oh Rachel, who would have believed the joy this quest has led us to?

"I, Eloise, take you, Ian, to be my wedded husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until we are parted by death. With God as my witness, I give you this promise."

Listening to his daughter recite her vows to her future husband, Heinrich's memories were filled with Marion. Surely he could be forgiven if his memories strayed from the present to the day when he and Marion had stood beside one another and pledged their own youthful love. Eloise looks more like Marion with every passing year, Heinrich thought with a smile, and the resemblance brought no sadness to his heart, only a great and quiet joy. Their years together had been fewer than he might have enjoyed, but full and rich…and complete. Briefly Heinrich remembered bidding farewell on the road outside Fürstendorf many years ago. The thought of the agony in Marion's eyes as he had whispered his final words of love to her could not help but smite Heinrich's memory with a stab of pain. But he knew she understood better now what he had been compelled to do, and the thought comforted him.

Heinrich's focus returned to the present. The recitations had come to an end. The minister passed the communion cup and bread to Ian. Ian took it from his hand and served it first to Ed, standing beside him, then took a few steps toward the front row where sat Heinrich, where he served him the elements in like fashion. He returned to serve Eloise, then partook himself.





Meanwhile, the rabbi spoke the blessing over the wine. Then followed the reading of the ketubah. Now the minister, who was conducting the joint ceremony alongside the rabbi, moved to the center, where he faced the beaming bride and groom.

"Do you, Ursula, take this man…"

Ursula remembered how lonely she had felt, how she had been almost to the point of removing her betrothal ring. How thankful I am that God has been watching over us more perfectly than I had any idea. The long years alone have now vanished into the past and seem, if anything, a small price to pay for my present happiness…

"Do you, Joseph, take this woman…"

For many years Joseph had felt like giving up all thought of ever seeing Ursula again. Incredible as it now seemed to his eyes, God had been with him all the time, even though he never really knew him at all. What a faithful, loving, patient, and altogether generous Father God is!

The moment their vows were completed, Joseph placed the marriage ring carefully on Ursula's right forefinger. The rabbi now came forward again and served Joseph from the glass, who then gave it to Ursula to drink. He handed it back to the rabbi, who now took a few steps back. The assembly grew strangely quiet when the couple turned to the minister again, took a small bite of bread followed by wine from a silver goblet, from which both bride and groom both partook.

"Now that Joseph and Ursula have given themselves to each other by these solemn vows before God, in fulfillment of their betrothal, and have shown their affection and trust by the exchanging of rings and by joining hands, I now pronounce that they are husband and wife, in the name of almighty God, creator of heaven and earth. Therefore, what God has joined together, let no man nor woman separate."

Though all had been prepared ahead of time for this most unusual mingling of marriage ceremonies, there were a few of Rabbi Wissen's friends in whose hearts rose a few flutters of offense. But the rabbi had said, when he had made public the news of his daughter's decision, that if he as her father could be open enough to welcome both son-in-law and daughter into his home with open arms, he hoped his friends could find it within their hearts to do likewise. Most of them, therefore, did their best to honor his wishes, if only for his sake, not because they agreed with him. The years in Russia, many observed, had perhaps made him a little more open than was healthy.

Had the ceremony come several months earlier, the gathered crowd would surely have contained two men who, upon close examination, seemed utterly out of place. Their presence would not have been for the purpose of sharing the couple's joy, but rather for keeping their eyes on the bride's father, as they had been doing for some time. But word had managed to come to them from the north that their superior had been killed in a bizarre incident in Berlin. Never knowing for certain what they were even looking for, they, therefore, had packed their bags, broken off surveillance, bid good riddance to this arid land, and returned empty handed to Moscow.

The silence lasted but a few seconds. The couple now turned from the minister back to the rabbi. Carefully he placed the glass onto the ground. With great energy, Ursula and Joseph stomped it to bits. "Mazel tov!" shouted the congregation of witnesses, and within seconds the music and dancing began.





Far away, the words had just sounded in the happy ears of those seated beneath the Alps: "I now pronounce you man and wife!"

Ian bent down and kissed Eloise gently on the lips. Their eyes were closed for but a moment. When they opened them, they held each other's gaze for a second, then smiled. Today is no fairy tale!

"Ladies and gentlemen," concluded the minister, "may I have the joy and honor of presenting to you Mr. and Mrs. Ian Clarke!"

The bride and groom walked beaming through the small assembly, music sounding triumphantly from the organ behind and the church bells above them. There were the expectant children gathered behind the seats. From his pocket Ian now produced the handful of coins that in the next instant, by tradition, were flying through the air to the delightful screams of the youngsters scampering in all directions to retrieve them.

Ian and Eloise's eyes had only an instant to meet again. But that look said all there was to say. The next moment they were swarmed about by father, friends, and well-wishers. The ancient bells of the church pealed out a resonant blessing of completion, the echoes lifting up and away toward the snowy mountains overlooking the scene.
 
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In the front row sat two honored guests…Eloise's aunt from Switzerland, beside whom sat cousin Brigitte. Eloise's heart was delighted that she had come all the way from Berlin and was hopeful that perhaps a true relationship might hereafter be able to form.
But why? Brigitte has never seemed to like Eloise very much...
 
Why would a true relationship be able to form?

A long time has passed since I last gave Brigitte's perspective (1939, I think).

Eloise had a perspective on the relationship post-war...but could not confirm it due to the fear of Wilhelm.

Eloise would always hope for a renewed relationship, and would, I think...invite her to the wedding...and would be pleasantly surprised to see her accept.

What this means for the two of them will be up to the two of them in the years to come.
 
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Chapter 49

Christmas, 1962​

Following the wedding, Ian took Eloise to England for a lengthy honeymoon, one of whose highlights included a visit to London and the Foreign Office. Their interview with the Foreign Secretary was not lengthy but was sufficient for the Earl of Home to persuade Ian to rejoin the diplomatic team in Germany. Ian agreed, as long as most of his duties could be carried out from Bavaria, with only a trip now and then to Bonn or Berlin. "I have years to make up for that no job is worth sacrificing for."

Alec understood. "That will be no problem. You can work out the details with Whitehall. Will Ed want to continue with his duties as well?"

"I will discuss the matter with him," Ian said.

They returned to Germany in the second week of November. There had never really been any question that Ian, Eloise, Heinrich, and Ed would all remain at the chalet together. Too many separations had existed for too many years to rely on mere visits with father and friend now that Eloise and Ian were married. Even had one of the other men been inclined to worry overmuch about the privacy of the newlyweds, neither had the desire to be any place in the world other than with their shared son, daughter, and friends. None of the three men of the place, however, would have consented to a thing not absolutely to Eloise's liking. In all ways she was the mistress of the house, and they were husband, father, and friend…devoted as puppy dogs to her service.

Eloise and Ian took up residence together in the lower portions of the house, where, in addition to their own bedroom, they converted one of the larger bedrooms into a sitting room of their own. Ed and Heinrich each had a bedroom of his own on the upper level. That left the last two bedrooms as offices…one to be shared by the two men, the other by Ian and Eloise. The four had since spent the most happy six weeks imaginable together getting completely accustomed to the place, setting up their offices, making plans for Christmas, planting what could be gotten in before the onset of winter, and enjoying chats around the fireplace in the evening most of all.

Thus winter came round again to the alpine village of Obenammersfeld. Its cold this year, however, only added to the warmth in the hearts of those residing at Kleines Lebenshaus Süd just up the slope. Snow had fallen two days before, and though the sun had returned and the sky promised to remain clear well past the holiday, it would certainly be a white Christmas throughout Bavaria.

Heinrich had walked down into the village as was generally his custom on most mornings. Usually he and Ed came together, but Ed was too busy today and asked Heinrich to pick up the delivery that would be waiting for them. He entered the shop, setting the little bell above the door tinkling as always.

"Good morning, Frau Rendt!" he said cheerfully, greeting the baker's wife.

"You are alone this morning, Heinrich."

"Ah yes…Ed and Ian are busy with Christmas Eve preparations. They gave Eloise and I strict orders to stay out of the kitchen."

"A pastry just for yourself then?" said the plump woman, opening the case in which stood her fresh-baked delicacies of the day.

"Oh no! You do not think Ed would miss out on your specialty simply because he is unable to join me? No, no, Frau Rendt, he gave me even more strict orders to bring his back with me!"

The woman beamed with pleasure. In actual fact, there were so many homemade goodies already around the house that they hardly needed her pastries today, but neither man would have dreamed of disappointing the lady now, on the day before Christmas. She had come to nearly set her clock by the daily visits of the two men and received no little satisfaction from their raves.

Wishing her a Merry Christmas and conveying his best to her husband also, Heinrich left the shop, stopped by the post office for the mail, then began the walk back up the hill to the chalet. He was on the best terms with the simplest men and women of the village, and even those down into the valley and up the mountains behind them, and spent at least half his days visiting with some one or another of them. He loved nothing more than poking his head into the carpenter's shop in the next village, or traipsing all the way up the mountain with one of the farmers, helping him look for a cow that had strayed.

With the mail and bakery bag in one hand, Heinrich now made for home, munching happily on the pastry that had become his favorite, chuckling to himself as he thought of the smile on the woman's face when he told her that Ed had insisted on his pastry as always. It is so easy to make others happy. It is remarkable that people do not expend more energy upon it.

He entered the house, calling out to Ed concerning the delivery of his parcel from the village, then went into the living room, where Eloise was placing some last-minute ornaments on the tree. "Are we still banned from the kitchen, daughter?"

"For another hour is all, or so Ian promised."

"It must be a sore trial for you to be deprived of it on such a festive day."

"Don't worry, Papa," laughed Eloise. "I intend to make full use of it this afternoon, and tomorrow!"

Just then Ian appeared, apron gathered about his waist, flour smeared on his face.

"Whatever are the two of you up to in there!" exclaimed Heinrich.

"Fulfilling a dream," replied Ian, continuing on past them and down the hall. He reappeared two minutes later, bearing a cookbook in his hand, then disappeared again behind the closed door of the kitchen.

True to their word, after an hour or so the two men opened the door and emerged, a multitude of smells following them out into the rest of the house. "We are done!" they announced.

"The kitchen is all yours, Eloise," added Ian, "although if you don't mind my company, I'll clean up the mess we made and wash our bowls and pans while you are about your business."

"I'd love the company," replied Eloise, jumping up.

The two returned to the kitchen, while Ed took a seat opposite Heinrich. "Whew!" he sighed.

"I have a delivery for you from Frau Rendt, Ed," said Heinrich.

"I thought you just might! And one for yourself?"

Heinrich chuckled. "It was a rather short-lived parcel. Unfortunately, it did not survive the strenuous walk home…sustenance for the rigors of the climb, you know?"

"I think I understand," replied Ed, peeking into the bag Heinrich handed him. "My nose tells me that our good friend is up to his usual quality," he said, removing the pastry.

"Indeed, I think you shall find it so!"

The two men laughed like boys as Ed dug his teeth into the soft sweet roll, Heinrich relishing his friend's enjoyment of it as much as he had his own.

"Come up to the office with me while you are eating," said Heinrich. "I want to show you something I wrote this morning."

"This morning…when?" asked Ed, following him down the hall.

"I was up early…about five."

"No sleeping in even on Christmas Eve?"

"I couldn't sleep."

"Doesn't that brain of yours ever rest?"

"No. Besides, I've heard you in the office many nights long after I'm in bed. You know as well as I do that your brain is just as active as mine."

The two men laughed again, then sat down while Heinrich handed Ed the page upon which he'd been writing. For the next two hours they found themselves discussing the relative merits of grace versus accountability with regard to the impact each exercised upon character development. It was well after noon before the two newlyweds heard from them again.





As the day progressed, a steady supply of food began to appear from out of the kitchen. First there had come several new batches of cookies to add to those Eloise had already baked earlier in the week. The apple strudel that had been the product of the morning's effort of the young men sat beside their cream and chocolate cake, which showed finger marks around the edges. More cookies continued to appear, batch after batch, until there was easily a three-week supply. By mid-afternoon, Eloise's labors began to slow, and as day gradually gave way to evening, many last-minute wrappings and mysterious disappearings added yet another element of excitement.

At some point during the afternoon, two new enigmatic…but not secretive…long, slender packages appeared, no one knew how, under the tree. Ian and Ed had asked to be allowed to prepare the Christmas Eve supper, and now, after 6PM, with the sounds of a Christmas album sounding softly in the background, and a half dozen candles adding to the atmosphere…the four were at last seated around the table to enjoy Ian and Ed's traditional Christmas Eve supper of pancakes. One tall pitcher held homemade eggnog, while another stood ready for consumption later in the evening, in front of the fireplace, while they each opened one special gift. All four looked at each other with radiant smiles.

"When we were alone together last year," said Ian, "Ed and I spent nearly the whole day of Christmas Eve in the kitchen. We made many of the same things as we have today. We knew we could not possibly eat everything, but it was a way to remember our women without becoming despondent that they were not here to share the season. In the kitchen we were able to laugh and enjoy thoughts of how Rachel might have done it, or what she would think of the mess we were making, or how you, Eloise, or your mother would prepare the strudel."

"We spent the day making all kinds of goodies," added Ed, "and then we got started on a great turkey dressing whose recipe Rachel shared with me during our first Christmas together. Sometime during that day Ian made the comment that the only thing that could make it all better was if the two of you could have been there to share it with us."

It was silent a moment.

"About a month ago, we started talking," Ian went on, "about trying to recreate our efforts of last year so that we could share them with you. So that is what we have been doing today."

"As much as possible," said Ed, "this is a Clarke / Jones Christmas, the way Rachel and I used to celebrate it with Ian…the pancakes, the eggnog, the turkey, the dressing, the cake, the cookies…" He stopped and took in a deep breath, fighting the emotions that came with memories. Ed smiled sadly. "Of course, all this only makes me miss her the more," he went on. "But there is a healing in it that perhaps is necessary for me. This is my way of bringing you, my new family, all the way into the deepest places of my life, a way of saying that yes, we remember the past, but we are able to rejoice in the present as well, and look to the future with joyful hearts."

"Amen!" put in Heinrich softly.

"So, with all that said," Ed concluded, "we are now prepared to offer our Christmas toast, aren't we, Ian?"

Ian nodded. The two men raised their glasses of eggnog. Heinrich and Eloise picked theirs up too, and now the four glasses gently sounded together as they met across the middle of the table.

"To the new family of our present…and our future!" said Ed, looking first at Eloise with a smile, and then to Heinrich. "Words cannot begin to tell the two of you how much Ian and I love you, and how grateful to God we are that he brought us into your lives and preserved this friendship…this love between us."

He took a drink from his glass, as did each of the others.

"Delicious!" said Eloise.

"Just like Rachel's, eh, Ed?" added Ian with a smile, after he had downed a third of the glass.

"I think we did all right, Ian," agreed Ed. "We have, in addition to the other things that were traditional to us, added a strudel in honor of Lebenshaus for tonight's consumption. It will no doubt not be the equal of your Marion's. But we made one last year, thinking of you in your absence from us, and therefore we wanted to bake another this year, to honor your presence."

"It is we who are honored, Ed," said Heinrich.

"Next year I hope you will allow us to treat you to a Lebenshaus Christmas," said Eloise, already with anticipation in her voice.

"I was about to suggest that very thing," replied Ed. "However, if what I smelled when you were in the kitchen this afternoon is any indication, as well as what I have seen over there on the dessert table…we will not have to wait until next year for all of it!"

Eloise laughed. "Well, that is true!"

"May I too make a toast?" asked Heinrich.

"By all means."

"Then let me reciprocate by expressing how much we too love you." He paused just briefly and a look of melancholy came over his face. "We all have heartaches," he went on, "that God uses to help us mature. Christmas was always special at Lebenshaus, was it not, Eloise?"

Heinrich glanced over at Eloise, and she returned his smile. "My dear Marion has been on my mind today too. The holiday season is always a time for looking back. But, as you said, this particular day is a time for looking ahead with gladness as well."

He took a great breath, as if consciously exhaling any melancholy that might remain, so as to make the rest of the season filled with happy new memories. "Ever since our first meeting with Ian," Heinrich went on, "my heart suspected there was something special our Father intended to accomplish between us, which, though it has taken many years, he certainly has done. Obviously the radiance on my daughter's face at now being known as Eloise Clarke is evidence of her happiness. For my part, let me simply say that I cannot imagine a lovelier or more peaceful setting than this in which God may allow me to live these final years of my life. In all honesty, I can say that I do not even miss Lebenshaus more than occasionally, and then only for fleeting moments. Nor could there be any other individuals on the face of the earth, except of course for Marion, that I could be happier spending those years with than the three of you…daughter, son, and dear friend."

"Thank you, Heinrich!" said Ed. All four raised their glasses again. "And now," he said buoyantly, rising from the table to begin his role as waiter for the supper, "we invite you to enjoy pancakes!"





When supper was over, they retired into the living room to enjoy the tree, the fire, and one another most of all.

"I find myself curiously reminded of an interesting parcel that lay under last year's tree," remarked Ed as he took his seat. "It would seem there has been a re-visitation of last Christmas in more ways than one!"

Pretending to ignore his comment, Eloise turned to Ian. "When did you receive the rose?" she asked.

"What was it, Ed…two or three days before Christmas!"

"Something like that."

"Why didn't you open it?"

"It was wrapped, like a Christmas package. So I just put it under the tree."

"And there the strange mystery parcel lay," added Ed, "until its perfume began to add to the mystery and make us all the more curious."

"I finally opened it on Christmas Eve," said Ian.

"You knew it was from me?"

"Of course. Who else knows I love roses…who else would have known the promise of the pink rose?"

Eloise smiled. "I really had no idea you would do what you did," she said.

"No regrets, though?"

"Of course not! How many women find themselves actually rescued by a man who has come to sweep her away…and then marry her! I'm the luckiest woman alive."

They all laughed at the chivalrous account, then fell silent, staring into the fire. Ed had just added fresh logs after rising from the table, so the flames coming from the hearth were lively, bright, and crackling. The room was warm and cheery.

Ian was the first to rise. "Well, now it is my turn to offer the first Christmas gift of the evening, and perhaps reciprocate from last year." He walked to the tree, stooped down, and picked up one of the long, slender packages that had appeared just that afternoon, turned and handed it to Eloise then knelt by her side.

She gazed into his eyes. They smiled. Both knew the mystery was not contained in the content, only the color. Ian pointed so she would know which end to open. Slowly Eloise unwrapped the paper, then pulled out the stem of the rose they all knew was inside, until a small white bud, just beginning to open, was revealed. "Ian…it's beautiful."

"Every rose we exchange has a story, you know," he said.

"Of course. They all tell the one secret, but in different ways. What is this rose's story?"

"The same as every rose's…that I love you, and will always love you."

"Why white?"

"Because when Paul talks about how a husband is to love his wife as Christ loved the church, it is with terms of purity…washing and cleansing and loving her so much that he is able to present her to God holy and without spot or blemish. Paul calls it a mystery…a profound mystery, and I can think of no better symbol for it than a rose, full of the secrets of love. Even though in my eyes you are pure and radiant already…the most wonderfully radiant woman in the world! ...as your husband I am committed to loving you in that way, giving myself to you as Jesus gave himself for us."

He leaned forward and kissed her gently. "That is the secret of this white rose…that I will love you, my radiant bride…for the rest of my life, and that I will try to love you in all ways as God would have me."

"Oh, Ian, you are going to make me cry!" Eloise laughed. "But then you make me cry nearly every time you give me a rose. You are such a romantic."

It was silent a moment, though the fire continued to add its mood to the background.

"I believe it is my turn now," said Eloise, rising and approaching the tree. She retrieved the slender parcel she had placed there and handed it to Ian, also now kneeling beside him. He had given her one of this hue earlier, but she had not yet, until this day, found the perfect opportunity to reciprocate the message.

He opened it and pulled out the long stem, at the end of which stood a perfectly formed rose of such deep red as Ian had rarely seen. He glanced over to Eloise with a smile. Their eyes met. There was no need for explanation. They both knew the secret of this rose…and shared it in their hearts.





Christmas day was as memorable and peaceful as Christmas Eve…festive and happy and full of the good cheer of food, conversation, and song. An unexpected snow fell the following day. It was not sufficient to make them snowbound, but the holiday spirit had lingered, and no one felt inclined to go out.

Heinrich began to worry about Frau Rendt by the day after that and therefore made it the business of the morning to pay another visit and to inquire about the Christmas she and her husband had had, as well as to conduct his usual business with her. Ed had been working in the office all morning, however, under some 'inspiration,' as he said, and begged Heinrich to secure the goods once again on his behalf.

As Heinrich set out, he glanced around at the large house with a distinct feeling of pleasure. The chalet that was now his home, which Ed had managed to purchase from Frau Braun, was in no way a step down in his estimation from the expansiveness of his own Lebenshaus. Indeed, he had spent so long in a tiny prison cell that this now seemed more spacious and luxurious than he had ever dreamed of enjoying again. There was even space for gardens and enough cultivatable land around the house for a multitude of growing things. The efforts of a year ago quickly began to be added to, and Heinrich's influence was already apparent. Everyone was eagerly looking forward to the coming spring with huge anticipation, wondering what would be in Heinrich's mind by then to do with the place.

Ian was scheduled to commence his new post as liaison between the BRD government in Bonn and the Foreign Office on January 15th. After reflection, Ed decided to resign from his obligations to London. It was time, he said, to think about other things. Both he and Heinrich had much to write about. The two had spent the weeks while the honeymooners were gone talking about so many things, and they had already hatched a collaborative book idea. There were also Ed's war history and Heinrich's journals to be gone through. There was far too much to be done, Ed had concluded, to imagine continuing a diplomatic career a day longer.

Lebenshaus of the south, in fact, came in time to occupy quite a different function than had its predecessor in the north. Far from a house of solitude and retreat, the chalet became such a beehive of activity…with writing and study projects, and constant brainstorming about new endeavors…that a visitor assuming it to be a think tank for some publishing company would not have been far off the mark.

Heinrich never did as much with his journals as he had anticipated. Once out of prison, his own past began to lose the interest it had once had in his eyes. He took more and more to devotional writing, chiefly on topics relating to the nature and character of God. His rugged constitution served him well. He lived many more years, long enough to take his grandchildren in his lap and tell them of Germany before the wars, even long enough to see them nearly grown.

Ian and Eloise had twins, a son and a daughter. The son they named Edward Heinrich; the daughter Marion Rachel. Heinrich, whom no youngsters could have ever loved more, called them Eddie and Mary.

Never did Eloise or Ian forget how much they loved one another and how grateful to God they were for preserving that love during all the years of their separation. Hardly a day went by when they didn't remind one another of the secret of the rose.
 
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Never did Eloise or Ian forget how much they loved one another and how grateful to God they were for preserving that love during all the years of their separation. Hardly a day went by when they didn't remind one another of the secret of the rose.
Someone over the other side of the Iron Curtain would be seething (even more than he already is) if he found out...
 
began to buzz with as much whispered curiosity and fascination over the beauty of the unknown princess on the arm of the English diplomat as it did over the novel manner of their arrival.
Such attention, though, could be dangerous in a world of spies and intrigue.
while the three or four hundred guests from West Berlin’s international diplomatic circles congregated into groups large and small, gradually slipping into the sort of generally purposeless confabulation for which such soirees were noted.
A great description!
“Didn’t you see how they were all staring?” added Ian, trying to walk inconspicuously toward the edge of the crowd as the music began for the next dance. “Let’s get away from here for a while!”
But weren't you the one who wanted the attention, Ian? Of course there is a difference between gossip and obsession.
“Well, you won’t find him tonight,” retorted Wahlen, giving both Ian and this pompous German their due in one fell swoop. He would tell this arrogant fellow nothing!
Loved the humor here between Wahlen and Wilhelm, and all of Wilhelm's near-misses.
Gently he took her again in his arms, drawing her near, their heads side by side, eyes now closed. “Because it’s a fairy tale, remember?” he purred in her ear, “…our fairy tale.”
Lots of fairy tales end in tragedy though...

Looking forward to seeing how Ian and Eloise break Heinrich out. I hope Eloise trusts Ian enough to tell him her secret.
 
Such attention, though, could be dangerous in a world of spies and intrigue.

Ian is still a bit naive about the world Eloise lives in, isn't he...

But weren't you the one who wanted the attention, Ian? Of course there is a difference between gossip and obsession.

He is starting to realize why caution would be a good idea...but he is also head over heels in love...

It's a fun tension in the story to write...

Loved the humor here between Wahlen and Wilhelm, and all of Wilhelm's near-misses.

:D

I really enjoyed the near misses too...

Lots of fairy tales end in tragedy though...

Still keeping an eye firmly on the prologue, I see...

Looking forward to seeing how Ian and Eloise break Heinrich out. I hope Eloise trusts Ian enough to tell him her secret.

Oh man, I'm looking forward to your enjoyment as we move into the next phase of the story!

:D
 
Epilogue

January, 1963​

The daylight had already gone when Schulte finally got up the courage to open the door and deliver the final requested files of the day to his boss. Despite his failure being five months in the past, Schulte was still surprised on a daily basis to find himself employed by the Staatssicherheit within the office of Berlin section chief Wilhelm Adler. The weeks after their failure to prevent the escape of the English spy and the former prisoner were not pleasant to be sure, but Adler had seemingly been content to simply grill him for what had happened and occasionally berate him for his naivety. To what positive force he owed his survival, Schulte had no clue, and he was certainly determined not to repeat the mistakes that had almost led to…but, it was best not to think of it.

"Mein Herr," Schulte said in a low voice as he approached the desk, "here are the logs you requested."

There was no response from the figure hunched over the desk.

"It…it is after 6, sir. I will go home now?" Schulte tried not to cough as the cloud of cigarette smoke caught in his throat.

An automatic murmur of assent reached Schulte from his boss's lips, and Schulte retreated to the comparatively fresher air of the outer office, whispering "Thank you. See you in the morning," on his way out.

For his part, Wilhelm did not realize Schulte had come and gone for a full ten minutes more. When at last he looked up, he saw the new files on his desk, and no longer heard the sounds of an occupied office. He was, as had become customary the last three months, alone in the office after closing.

Wilhelm took a long drag on his fourth cigarette of the evening, and then blew the smoke out into the room. As the tendrils enveloped his face and head, he leaned back, contemplating how she was still besting him months later. How was she there?

Again, his mind returned to the graveyard and relived the astonishing moment. He could still see it in perfect transparency. His faithful secretary, kneeling next to a graveside, right next to Eloise and that English spy…and then disappearing into thin air. And yet, his mind still refused to accept that what he saw was reality, unless he could also explain how what he saw with his own eyes was even possible. That Lola had disappeared into the West was now a known certainty, but the process by which she had found the objects of his search, made contact, and arranged to accompany them on their escape was utterly unknown.

In the past, the adulation he had received for successfully foiling Korsch's escape would have completely distracted him from any serious study of what had actually happened. His eagerness to exploit his organization's good will would have been a much higher priority than attempting to understand something as trivial as the how and why of an escape of a lonely woman no one in the GDR had actually missed once she was gone. But, he felt, something changed within me as I stood over the bloody corpse of Emil Korsch…

Wilhelm snorted, and stubbed out the cigarette into his overflowing ashtray. He turned to the window, and looked out at the falling snow. When he had first started digging into the truth of what happened last fall, he was terrified that any actions he took might demonstrate that the official story of a KGB led defection might be a lie. He therefore had to be circumspect in his interrogations of Schulte, and his review of the apartment and belongings Lola had abandoned. And yet, despite his best efforts, he had found absolutely nothing in Lola's personal effects and papers that indicated that she had made contact with the traitors, or even that she was intending to leave Berlin at all.

Even after the events in Cuba had distracted everyone in Berlin from his past success and allowed him perfect freedom to investigate the events without anyone asking awkward questions, the intensive review of everything that Lola possessed gave him…absolutely nothing. I assumed she was just an ordinary, rather forgettable secretary. I assumed that I would be able to easily find what she knew and how she knew it from the usual careless tracks most people leave…

I was wrong.


This fact did not gall him as much as the growing realization that Lola may have been much more competent at the secrets game than he was. Last year I would have believed it impossible for someone to disappear without leaving the least clue of any intent to do so…and yet, here I am…four months into an investigation with absolutely nothing to show for it.

He thought about the bottle of scotch in his desk drawer. The urge to drown his failure was strong, but he resisted. I must know. I must keep digging. He turned back to the desk. I believe I can confidently determine that my initial assumption that she had found a way to connect with the traitors after the rainwater canal escape is erroneous. He sat down heavily, and lit another cigarette. As he took his first pull, he once again began to slip into a musing trance. There is absolutely nothing that shows that she was even actively looking at the case during that time.

He placed aside the papers that had been occupying the center of his desk, and reached for the stack of folders Schulte had brought before leaving. It is time to go further back…back to the…incident with the helicopter…



The snow had stopped by 10 pm, but still Adler worked at the files. His ashtray was positively overflowing by now, but he did not notice. Much of this material he had gone over months ago, shortly after his return from the hospital. The contents of the files contained nothing that he didn't already know by heart, and he was reasonably certain that Lola had not accessed the majority of these files, and he was also certain that, aside from those he had deliberately released to her for specific requests, she had not directly requested or accessed any of the files in the case folders.

He leaned back in his chair, frustrated. The next step was to go through the asset logs, and painstakingly check what Lola had accessed and utilized in the time period when he and Galanov had been in the hospital. For this task, he decided to fortify himself properly. He opened his lower desk drawer and pulled out the scotch and a glass. Pouring himself a generous portion, he reached for the first folder.

Two hours later, the glass was half empty and Wilhelm was starting to feel fuzzy. The words were beginning to blur together on the logbook page. He swallowed another gulp, and refocused on the page. Wait…what is this? With rising excitement, Wilhelm grabbed the page and read closer. It was the log for use of his personal car. On August 8th, 1961, Lola had requisitioned the car in the morning and had not returned until later in the afternoon. What did she need the car for? He looked slightly further ahead, and found that Lola had used the car again on the 9th, and again on the 10th. But why?

A sudden idea struck him. He turned back to his file cabinet and began rifling through the folders. No, no…there! He pulled out the copy of the visitors log for Neustadt Technische Hochschule. He had saved it because of the entries relating to the day of the escape, yet it contained more information than just that! He ran his finger down the entries, searching… August 7th…August 8th…ah ha! There it was. Lola Reinhardt, Ministerium fur Staatssicherheit, had visited the prison that day. I wonder…

It took another ten minutes of thought, and a few dead-end searches, but he finally found what he was looking for. An entry on the 9th of August in the visitor's log for the morgue at Potsdam showed that Lola had visited there as well. But…if she went to these places…where are her reports detailing what she found and who she talked to? For a moment more, he sat perplexed, listening to the wind howl past his window. He raised his glass to his lips to take another sip, but the glass never made it that far. With sudden clarity, Wilhelm knew. He slumped back in his chair, dumbfounded. Whatever she found, she destroyed

She knew Eloise was alive even then and didn't tell me. Who knows what else she knew?

But…if she destroyed the documentation…then…even this is a dead end.
He stared blankly at the desk. Suddenly, with a strangled cry, he downed the remains of his glass of scotch in one gulp, and then pulled out the bottle and poured another glass. Bested by a woman…again… It wasn't long before Wilhelm passed out on his desk.





Young Wilhelm was terrified. He could not remember which way led back to the house. Every direction he tried seemed to lead to just another riotous profusion of colorful plants. The sky was getting darker, and he knew from the empty feeling in his stomach that dinnertime was approaching. He wished he were tall enough to see over the hedges and shrubs…he wished he had not arrogantly declared to Eloise that he could find his way back alone…he wished someone would find him.

As he made yet another random turn, he heard the sound of shears and humming up ahead. In a frenzy of joy, he raced forward and around the next corner of the path and nearly collided with the kneeling body of Heinrich, carefully trimming a shrub.

"Wilhelm, my boy! How wonderful to see you!" Heinrich's smile was broad and genuinely happy to see him. His eyes immediately noticed, however, Wilhelm's puffy eyes and distraught face. "What's the matter, my son?"

"I…I can't find my way back to the house. I need to get back before dark…or…I won't be able to get there alone and I will be…" a great sob broke his explanation.

Heinrich spread his arms and Wilhelm melted into his chest. "It's all right son. It's all right. You are safe."

"Can you show me the way back to the house?"

Heinrich frowned slightly. "I need to finish trimming these plants before dark. Can you wait for me to finish?"

"I don't think I can. Mama said I could not be late for dinner again. Are you sure you can't come with me now?"

"Ah, no. I can however, at least tell you the way back, if you like? Or, I could give you a hint and let you keep your promise to Eloise?"

Wilhelm started. How did he know about my boast? He stepped back, squared his shoulders, and put on his brave face. "I think, if you explain it all the way, I might be able to do it."

Heinrich smiled. "There is my brave Prussian!" He chuckled. "The easiest way I have found to find my way back to the top of the garden, and the house," he laughed, "is to 'go back to the beginning.' If you can remember where you came from, you should be able to retrace your steps…"

A gust of wind howled against the windowpane, and Wilhelm woke, with dawn streaking the sky.





It had been years since he approached the house from this direction. Every time he had visited since the war, he had always parked in the main drive and utilized the front door. But today, for old times sake, he had decided to walk from what had once been the Adler villa to Lebenshaus. Of course, back then my aim was to keep watch on the place, unseen, from a distance. He sighed. His boots would have taken the long way through the forest to one of the hunting boxes on the ridge opposite the house. From there, he would have indulged his fancies and absurd delusions. But that was not the aim of his efforts today.

He could not have explained to anyone what he was doing there on this cold and blustery afternoon. The urge that had compelled him to go back to the beginning had no concrete logic behind it at all, so far as he could tell. The snow had melted, leaving the floor of the wood mired in the mud of winter. The way before him was steep and difficult. All around were skeletal trees whose branches were like long arms reaching to grab at him. The way began to ease as the trees thinned and he approached the estate.

In front of him the plain that had once been the Lebens estate spread into view. The house itself, of course, stood much as he remembered it…somewhat altered, but still substantially intact. For the first time, however, he examined the state of the rest of the land. The outline of the massive garden could be seen sloping down towards him from the direction of the house. Overgrown and unkempt hedges still mostly surrounded it. An ugly and brutal scar cut across the entire width of the garden, connecting the front of the house with the fields beyond; a tractor path full of muddy ruts. All the grounds bore an un-cared for look. All the plants and shrubs appeared either dead or completely overgrown, and the lawns were now just pasture grass. The arch into the garden from the house had stones missing. The pond was empty of water.

The contrast to what he remembered from before the war was jarring. What had once been one of the most stunningly beautiful views he had ever seen had been transformed into desolation. Transformed by me, Wilhelm thought bitterly, I did this. A moment more he stood transfixed at the edge of the woods, staring at the house and grounds, then, like an automaton, he slowly moved forward toward the remains of the garden.

Once he had squeezed through the hedge, he found that some of the paths were still somewhat visible, and he began aimlessly wandering the remains of the garden, gradually working his way up the hill. Memories flooded his brain. Playing in the garden with Eloise, helping plant new rose bushes, listening to the Baron talk about the garden and God, finding the bench which outed Marion as Jewish, the night in the rose garden with Korsch… A tear slipped down his cheek. Wilhelm quickly wiped it away and kept moving.

The garden itself was a tangle of weeds and overgrown bushes. Not a single flower remained visible. Most of the shrubs and trees were leafless and unkempt, and wild vines and fast-growing weeds were quickly erasing even what remained of the old pathways. Many of the path's neat gravel had been washed away and whole sections of his chosen route were simply muddy openings between the tangled and gnarled trees. Smaller trees had even begun growing in some of the pathways as the garden was steadily reverting back to a forest.

How I wish the Baron were here. He would be able to help me understand what has happened… Wilhelm tried to bring up in his mind an image of Heinrich working or walking in the garden. He only succeeded in seeing again Heinrich's bruised and emaciated face from prison saying 'I have told you. There is nothing more I can say…'

At last, Wilhelm reached the center of the garden, and entered the circular space which had been the centerpiece, the pride and joy of Heinrich's labors. The state of the rose garden stunned Wilhelm. Not a single bush remained recognizable to him. Vines and weeds choked the entire place. In several locations, there were places where he could still see the depressions caused by the explosives Korsch had caused to be detonated in the area to destroy the place. Everything that was once beautiful and orderly had been systematically destroyed.

Wilhelm collapsed onto a bench in the center of the mercifully still somewhat cleared area, and buried his face in his hands. This…this is all my fault. It never would have been destroyed…they never would have been destroyed, if it wasn't for…for my determination to force Eloise…

Please,
he thought, please…I need to understand what happened to me. I need to know what to do now…

After some time, he heard a sound of footsteps approaching. He felt a surge of hope that it might be the baron, before he remembered again with despair that emaciated and bruised face of the man who had now escaped utterly beyond his reach. Raising his eyes, he beheld a middle-aged man striding into the cleared circle. The man wore high boots and a workman's pair of trousers with reinforced knee patches. As Wilhelm raised his eyes to the man's face, he saw an expression of concern in the dark eyes.

"What are you doing here?" asked the gardener, his step slowing and then stopping.

Wilhelm took a moment before answering, mind flying with possible ways to explain his presence if the man chose to notify the staff in the house up the hill. "I…I used to live nearby and would visit these gardens often…before the war. Did you, perhaps, work for the Baron von Lebens back then?"

The gardener smiled, and kneeled down in the dirt about ten feet away. "Ah yes…Heinrich… I do know him. He is my servant. But that still doesn't answer my question. Why are you here, Wilhelm?"

"How do you know my name?" Wilhelm sputtered in surprise.

"I have known you for a long time, from the very beginning." As the gardener spoke, he took off his work gloves and reached for a small trowel hung at his belt.

Wilhelm's puzzlement over the response lasted only a moment. He saw with a jolt, that the man's hands contained scars in his palms. He looked again at the man's features, and then slumped with stupefied surprise off the bench onto the ground. "Who are you, mein Herr?"

The man commenced digging in the dirt with his trowel. "Tell me why you are here, my son."

And so, Wilhelm began, going back to the beginning. "I was raised just over the way, in the estate just down the road. My father was never around for me, and my mother," he grimaced, "was only ever interested in herself. I would often come here, to this garden, and to the Baron's family. They seemed to care for me in ways my own family did not." He heaved a great sigh. "But, they did not truly love me. I thought the Baron's daughter was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. Yet, as I matured, she grew ever more distant. Nothing I did could impress her. Not even when I became a brilliant pilot, a fighter ace defending our homeland against the cursed Russians! Even then, she refused to see me for who I was…"

The gardener stopped digging and turned on his knees so he could look Wilhelm full in the face. He motioned for Wilhelm to continue.

"Then, everything seemed to fall apart. My heart was damaged by complications from the Pervitin, which meant I could no longer be a pilot. I had to join the Gestapo to survive. The Lebens family took in traitors and…I…had to turn them in. The destruction you see around you is the result. I tried to protect them, but they ran from me."

At this, the gardener spoke, "Why do you persist in lying about it?"

"About what?" Wilhelm responded. But he knew, and the shame within him grew.

"Were the people the Lebens took in traitors?" the gardener asked in a soft voice.

Tears sprang to Wilhelm's eyes. "No," he choked out.

"Did Eloise and Heinrich need 'protection' from you? Or did they need to get away from you?"

Wilhelm's throat constricted, and he found it difficult to speak. The image of Heinrich's bruised and emaciated face reared up before him…followed almost immediately by the bloody body of der Schlaukopf, and Korsch, and the still visage of Fritsch with the single bullet hole in his head.

"Oh God…what a wretched man I am…" Wilhelm finally muttered. "I inflicted all that death…and I have absolutely nothing from it. If only someone had loved me enough to stop me…"

"I do not call you unloved," said the gardener simply.

"My father is dead, my mother hates me, my neighbors and employees have rejected me, those who served you I…I killed or imprisoned. I even murdered my own allies. Who…" his voice faltered for a moment. "Who could possibly love me?"

"My son," came the response, "I was the one who kept you safe in Spain, I was the one who weakened your heart so that you would not die in combat with the Russians, I was the one who held you back from shooting my servant on the road, I was the one who gave you grace in the sight of the KGB, I was the one who blinded your eyes so that you could not find and hurt Eloise, I was the one who helped you see that Korsch was your enemy…and I was the one who gave you to the Adler family, and placed you next door to a man and his daughter who would teach you about me."

The gardener stood up, placing his trowel back on his belt. "At every moment of your life, Wilhelm, I have patiently protected and guided you. True, you have not always listened to me, or my servants. But you have always been loved."

Wilhelm stood to his feet, but kept his eyes on his shoes. "But, look around you. This desolate waste is a result of what I have done. I have spent my life systematically destroying…I have brought death and destruction to everyone I have met!" He lowered his eyes, his next words full of anguished self-reproach. "What hope do I have that I will not continue to destroy everything that comes near me?"

A sudden silence fell. When Wilhelm looked up, he gave a gasp of surprise. Everywhere he looked was a profusion of color. The entire circle he stood within was filled with perfectly blooming roses of every color and hue. The paths had been restored. The trees and bushes trimmed, the weeds were gone. The benches and archways gleamed as though they had just been cleaned a moment before. Every branch and limb and flower was perfect.

The gardener laughed. "The spirit of God is upon me. I have been anointed to announce the good news, to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom to those bound, to let out into the light those in the dark. I comfort those who mourn, and give flowers instead of ashes, gladness instead of mourning, praise instead of depression, so that all who are mine will be oaks of righteousness in which God takes pride."

Wilhelm opened and closed his mouth twice before he managed to get the next words out, "What are you saying?"

The smile on the gardener's face was the warmest smile Wilhelm had ever seen. "I am saying, that I have work for you to do that will be greater than merely rebuilding these ruins or restoring this garden."

Wilhelm immediately asked, "What do I need to do?"

The gardener laughed again, and then turned to leave. "Follow me, Wilhelm. Follow me."

A moment more Wilhelm stood in the desolate and destroyed garden choked with weeds, his boots half sunk in the oozing mud of winter, watching the back of the gardener as he walked away.

And then he followed.

Behind him, unnoticed close to the ground behind the bench, the bud of a small white rose opened into a tiny, but perfect blossom.

The End
 
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"I am saying, that I have work for you to do that will be greater than merely rebuilding these ruins and restoring this garden."
Wilhelm turning to restoring Lebenshaus was not something I was expecting... He got off lightly for his crimes.
 
Wilhelm turning to restoring Lebenshaus was not something I was expecting... He got off lightly for his crimes.

Greater than...

He won't be restoring the house or the grounds, they belong to the Polish government.

He has other work to do.

He did get off lightly in a way, though I haven't actually shared what happens to him except for this brief snippet. I do not imagine he will fully escape consequences in every way...
 
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And so...a little over eighteen years after I first started posting it...and nearly twenty years since I first started working on it...

The Last Mission comes to an end.

It has been a pleasure thinking and writing this story over the last year...and I have already noted with some feelings of mourning that I won't be writing for some of these characters anymore.

I hope, if anyone completes this and has not commented, that you will please let me know that you finished it, and whether you enjoyed it (or not).

With a story like this that has occupied my mind for almost half my life...I will always be willing to talk about any aspect of it...right now, or years from now.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading so far. I hope reading it gave you as much or more pleasure than I had writing it.
 
And so...a little over eighteen years after I first started posting it...and nearly twenty years since I first started working on it...

The Last Mission comes to an end.
Congratulations!
 
Chapter 31
A really great, intrigue filled chapter!
When Eloise spoke, her words were the last Ian had expected to hear.

“Then I’m going with you,” she announced.
Of course she is. Ian may not have expected these words, but it only makes sense as a reader.
With marvelous speed, SK’s hand now completed the motion it had earlier begun, his fingers shooting out and laying hold of the bill like the tongue of an anteater, then withdrawing and stealthily depositing it within the invisible folds of his garments.
What an amazing description! Money is SK's sustenance.
He made all the right moves, spoke the right words…but his eyes contained none of the coldness I anticipated…there was something in either his expression or manner that seemed more apprehensive than he should have been… His outbursts felt simulated, the tough exterior a mere camouflage. He…was out of place.
Watch out Ian, your a chicken in a coop!
I will, of course, make no mention of my OWN involvement in the old man’s escape. I will only require payment for half the information regarding the plans. If the official doesn’t want to play along, then I will deliver the old man, take the Englishman’s money…then kill them both.
When playing both sides like this, it is dangerous. SK has no loyalty, no allies. If his plan goes south, who will save him? No one.
“When is the last time this man was examined?”

“I do not know, Herr Doktor.”

“He is fed twice daily, I believe?”

“Ja, but through the door. He is not seen.”

“The food disappears?”

“Ja.”

“This morning’s?”

“The trays are retrieved each evening, Herr Doktor. I do not know about last night’s or this morning’s.”

“But he has not been seen in several days?”

“Nein, Herr Doktor.”

“Then you had better remove yourself with the others,” said Ian. “I fear the worst. The farther away you are the better. A stretcher is to be delivered. When it comes, place it at the end of the hall there, but do not come closer. Is that understood?”
Ian plays the doctor well. He may be nervous, but this is it. The stakes are higher than they've ever been. He must succeed, for Heinrich and for Eloise.
Setting down the receiver for the last time, he sucked in a deep breath and tried to calm himself. Unconsciously his hand laid itself on his hip. He unsnapped the leather holster and withdrew the pistol. He opened the top drawer of his desk, pulled out fresh cartridges, and began inserting them into the handle. It never hurts to be sure. I want nothing going wrong this time.
I don't think Wilhelm has the guts. He has a great act, but he's too personally involved with our three escapees. And like any villain, he'll want to gloat first.
 
Of course she is. Ian may not have expected these words, but it only makes sense as a reader.

I love this response. It means I've fleshed out Eloise as a character well. Yes, it surprises Ian...but he doesn't know things about Eloise that WE know...

:D

What an amazing description! Money is SK's sustenance.

Glad that it landed. SK was fun to write for at times...

Watch out Ian, your a chicken in a coop!

Indeed. But will Ian recognize it in time?

When playing both sides like this, it is dangerous. SK has no loyalty, no allies. If his plan goes

SK has only himself to rely upon. He is hoping no one else will resort to violence as quickly as he...

Ian plays the doctor well. He may be nervous, but this is it. The stakes are higher than they've ever been. He must succeed, for Heinrich and for Eloise.

With such powerful motivation, he certainly puts on a terrific act as the doctor...

I don't think Wilhelm has the guts. He has a great act, but he's too personally involved with our three escapees. And like any villain, he'll want to gloat first.

Another pretty spot on prediction in terms of character. Wilhelm isn't the kind of guy to just immediately go to violence as first choice...
 
I did want to do a little bit of analysis now that this is all over....

- Part 1 has 90 chapters, and is roughly 170,000 words...about 1900 words per chapter.

The early chapters are quite short, and it isn't until I get to the Rubashov section that I really start looking to write longer sections. I can as I re-read through really see the moments where I change style and mature. It's somewhat fascinating looking back at mid-twenties me writing vs mid-forties me.

So much of Part 1 is background information and character introductions...you also see most of my early experimentation in terms of styles and approaches.

- Part 2 has 66 chapters, and has 150,000 words...about 2300 words per chapter.

Here we start to see a pretty standard chapter length finalize out. I often started putting two or three shorter scenes into one chapter just because I didn't want to have quite so many...

This is also part of the story that I really wanted to tell, and so the plotting is pretty focused on a few things and the style is pretty consistent throughout. I did identify some things I would never do again...such as the section where Eloise tells a story from her past giving quotes as though she is there now...quotes within quotes for multiple characters was a NIGHTMARE to keep straight!

Many of my favorite sections of the story are in Part 2...and sometimes I just go back to re-experience the scenes as they played in my head. :)

- Part 3 has 50 chapters, and has 107,000 words...about 2100 words per chapter.

This section is shorter just due to, I think the overall structure of the story. We start Part 1 with a number of characters who are gradually introduced to you, all from widely separated places...they all come together....and in Part 2 the core group is interacting pretty closely. By Part 3, we have resolved one of the main plot points, and the story is resolving another plot point but also allowing the main characters beginning to drift apart again into their own endings.

If I was looking to fully edit this and make it all more or less consistent, I would probably edit a lot in Part 1. I would combine some of the early chapters, and improve the writing in places. I think at times the early introductory stuff prior to Poland gets a little long. For example the Rubashov section is nearly superfluous to the plot.

In summary, I initially thought it would be a cool idea to write a Romance / Adventure novel....and then I ended up writing essentially a trilogy. :D

Most historical fiction novels seem to be between 100,000-150,000 words. I broadly fit into that category, but ONLY if we consider the stories as a trilogy, instead of my initial thinking of them as just one novel. Total length for this monstrosity is about 427,000 words. This is similar to A Storm of Swords and A Dance with Dragons...which helps me understand why GRR Martin writes 'so slowly'. Those things are massive. I did find myself about 140,000 words short of War and Peace, which is a relief...though if I ever decide to write what happens to Wilhelm... :D

It is longer than Count of Monte Cristo by about 50,000 words...which is, in my opinion, the greatest novel ever written.

I'm currently just working on my other ongoing silly story, Insanely Stronk!...however, I have already started putting research materials on my wish list for a potential new novel series that is germinating in my head for plot points. A few characters are knocking on the door, and some scenes have been playing in my head. So maybe in a year or two I might have a decent plot worked out and can begin...maybe...or so it happened last time.

:D