A draw was an absurd goal to aim for at that point, since the game was still quite open, and Italy was not pulling ahead in supply centers. Since it made no sense to aim for a draw at that point, I assumed you were trying to make a token offer to have me redirect my focus and give you space to retake supply centers. And I don't believe that you weren't even thinking of taking advantage of your offer. All deals in diplomacy are made to be broken, and I expect anyone to betray another player when the circumstances are in their favor. Assuming another player won't act in their best interest by stabbing you is a good way to get wiped out
I am not saying I didn't think of stabbing you, I am telling you that I dismissed the idea once I thought about it because I was more interested to see Italian expansion stopped, because once it got to that, there was hardly a way to stop it. Italy would close the straits in the west, and my troops wouldn't be able to stop him, especially when I was fighting with you in the north.
And once Italian threat was gone and I was ready to stab you, you would already have enough resources at your disposal to stop such thing, because you would get the main share from the Italian lands, and I had no access to those.
Those were token gestures. They weren't openly hostile to me, but they were still a far cry from goodwill. Even if I had gone along with our agreement in spring of 1906, the movement of your armies in Russia gave you the opportunity to take St. Petersburg at will. With some of my fleets moving south to the Med, you could have stabbed me in the fall, taking back St. Petersburg, and I'd be down a supply center without Denmark, my forces spread thin, and I would have made Italy hostile to me. It would have been a perfect situation for Germany to make more gains against me.
No they weren't token gestures. My build of an army in Kiel was a message. "This could be a fleet, that would be a great addition to my war against you, but I am building an army, because I believe in your ability to see reason and I am counting on it. So while this army will fight you, it is able to move against Italy if you let me be." . It was the army that took Holland back from you later on. Can you imagine what would happen if it was a fleet? Your complete destruction. I would have it as a fleet if I knew you would be that much persistent in continueing the war against me.
I gave you St. Petersburg for Denmark and your assistance against Italy. I was already able to take Denmark from you so my real intention was seeing you attack Italy. I didn't trust you enough for it so I made moves to make me able to take St. Petersburg back. If I didn't want you to take St. Petersburg, I would just stay where I was. No extra moves was needed. St. Petersburg was in itself a gesture to you. I was already able to take Denmark I didn't need your permission for it. I gave you St. Petersburg so that maybe you would focus on the real enemy.
Besides, those "proofs" of your goodwill came after I'd already marked you down as untrustable after the events I indicated in my prior post.
Your reasons for marking me untrustworthy is a problem in itself. It is normal to be seeking for a draw when you are losing.
And even if my aim was really stabbing you, it shouldn't have been a reason to attack me at all costs, especially at the endgame when the expansion of Italy was becoming something to be acted upon. Even if I would stab you in the first time I wanted you to help me, I wouldn't do that later on when containing Italy is surely my first priority. In this game, people's needs shape their moves, not their emotions, or at least that's how it should be. And I surely needed to make sure Italy wasn't in a situtation to win. You also needed that.
Someone having ~8-10 supply centers doesn't automatically get everyone to gang up on them. If you'd stabbed me and taken several centers, Italy might well have decided it had more to gain by continuing pressure in the balkans, or alternatively Austria and co would not have ceased fighting Italy, fearful of an Italian stab in turn. And besides, only an idiot leaves themselves open to a stab hoping that other players are willing to attack anyone who tries to take advantage of their weakness.
It's not my number of supply centers, but my ability to increase them fastly that would worry everyone. Italy had 8 centers, but he had a lot of initiative against Austria so I was greatly worried. It was enough to make me worried, I am sure it would also threaten Italy enough to suspend the war in the east.
And like I said, I had things to gain by betraying you, and a lot more to lose.
Two reasons. First it indicated you were intractably hostile to Britain, being willing to prioritize damaging Britain over self preservation, so of course I won't trust subsequent attempts to have me stop fighting you and sending forces to fight Italy instead. Second, because it made clear that a British victory wasn't possible, since you would try to support Italy in the event I made serious gains. Since I consider aiming for a draw to be ludicrous, this left only one reasonable aim for my war effort, to be the second place by having the most supply centers of the loser nations. Which is why I surrendered when I did, since Russia was threatening to cause me to lose too many centers.
Yes, I was hostile to you. I would prefer an Italian win rather than a British win, if my defeat was uninevitable. Did you really need my message to see that? It is normal that I would want to see someone who doesn't listen to reason lose rather than someone I could work with. What did you expect me to feel about it when you acted like the way you did?
But that was to be done only when my defeat was certain. And I saw you continueing your attack against me as something that would make me lose for certain. Actually my threat didn't really contain too much of a meaning, I didn't really have too much power to hurt Austria, or the will to do that. But my threat's real meaning was that if we did nothing we would lose. You would lose the game if you continued with your attack.
But that attitude of mine was only because of your inability to work with me. If you worked with me, the reason to be hostile to you would disappear.
Btw, would you believe that me hurrying to end the game was to prevent a border gore

. You would have Berlin which would look really bad on the map. Of course it had a lot to do with our inability to stop Italy at that point, but I could continue until Italy won.
And to address a general misconception you have, I did not have any strange skepticism about you. I had the same skepticism I have to every player in a diplomacy game. The longer the border, the less trust can be had, and our lengthy border pretty much made lengthy trust impossible. And you were scarcely the only one who I didn't trust, I explicitly rejected a Russian plan to give them back Saint Petersburg in 1905 to prevent you from capturing it, because Russian Saint Petersburg was no better than a German Saint Petersburg, since both of you were my enemies so Russian's plan just would have had me lose a supply center sooner.
I am not gonna say you are completely wrong about this but sometimes you have to disregard that when you really have to attack another country because you are about to lose the game to that said country.
You had two choices: Continue like you do, and lose for sure or try to prevent the lose from happening while having some risk that may make you lose the game. The choice is obvious in my eyes.
Germany was the greater threat to Britain, had shown significant hostility to Britain
I told you about the reason of my hostility and how you could easily remove it.
Coming to the "greater threat" thing. No Germany wasn't the greater threat. I was a greater threat when you decided to attack me, but I wasn't when Italy continued to make advances. Your attack on me rendered both of us unable to expand in other fronts, and Italy was able to advance in the other fronts. That would make both of us the losers of the game if everything went like it was going. Something had to change and you decided not to change anything. That is why we lost, and Italy won. If you were interested in at least a draw, you would let me attack Italy while you also do the same. The result of we both losing was inevitable if you changed nothing
(Actuallly I am gonna say the Italian win could be still prevented if Russia didn't do his move but you get my point)
basically never made an anti-Italy move until very late in the game.
Maybe it is because you didn't let me? Are you telling me this for real? I want to believe this is a joke.