"Past Life"
4th Shendredie, 10 (2189)
Ruki Of Unity
She sits facing her dresser in her quarters. I wave. "Mother, I want to understand your past life as a Companionship Asset better."
She looks at me. Dozens of thoughts run through her mind. She sighs. "Ruki... Cross-reference your database for 'rape' and 'slavery' and that covers most of your mother's life."
"It was the other aspects I want to discuss. Having seen Appia and how Gaius died, I believe my understanding of the sexual nature is sufficient."
Her shoulder tension releases. Curious. "Before they... Did that, I grew up with Olinbari children. They use child Companionship Assets to teach Olinbari children how to rule over aliens." She bites her lip. Then decides on a dress to wear. "It wasn't always a sexual thing, not until they found Humans."
"Because of the commonality between Olinbari and Humans?"
She nods. "Yeah. Olinbari like your brother-in-law who are into non-Olinbaroid aliens are really rare. And that meant older Companionship Assets were spared the fate of millions of Human women like me..."
"Did they only use you for sex?"
She smoothes her dress. Sighs. "At the docks, yes. They'd come in, pick a girl, and use her until they were satisfied. But at the higher class brothel, it wasn't just sex." She sighs. "Gaius used my..." She looks briefly over her shoulder. "...As an entrance practically daily, but he did take me out for dates and for social occasions. Modelling agencies looking to sell clothes would hire us. And there was a weird old man who hired me just to sit with him and talk to him. He never used me, just talked to me of his own life as a sector governor. It is only since he arrived on Unity I realised he was Caeso."
"Titus? My tutor?"
Mother smiles. "He wanted a Companionship Asset who he could also train with." She giggles. "So, I used to tire him out fencing until he couldn't have sex." She sighs. "He's why I'm comfortable fighting while wearing nothing, I had to have a very good defence."
With that, she clothes herself. I recollect. "Is that how Appia won?"
She smiles. "Appia also had me fence with her. Titus actually recommended me to her, as he'd been training with me going back to his childhood. She let me borrow a set of her armour to practice in. Well, until she dumped Valerius, then she hired me for other reasons."
"And Gaius? What exactly happened?"
She bites her lip. "He... Used my rectum instead of my vagina. Every time. I actually tried to kill myself after the first time he did me there. And on a subsequent time he was so brutal that he tore it. My leaseholder Virtruvius paid for my surgery in an Olinbari medical ward to save my life, and sued Gaius for the damages."
Curious. "That must have been expensive for him."
"Yeah. Cost him more than he would ever get back from me, and in the end cost me entirely as Gaius' revenge was to get the lackeys of the Licenius tribus to patron a different establishment and the auditors told him to sell my contract in the ensuing cost-cutting." She sighs." Virtruvius was a decent man, for a brothel owner. He allowed us a boudoir each, allowed us hobbies. Even dangerous ones like fencing. And while ultimately we were there to sexually satisfy the clients, he tried to protect us from the worst excesses of men like Gaius. We were allowed a veto list."
"Then why wasn't Gaius on it?"
She sighs. Breathes deeply. "Because he was my most regular customer and I couldn't afford to veto him." She sighs again. "I asked Virtruvius about it, and he showed me his account books. He showed me just how tight the margins were, how he only owned the contracts to us girls, and that MSI's auditors would come and work out an allowed profit margin, and then enforce it by increasing the costs of the lease. That was one of the turning points in my life... I was seventeen. I had been used as a sex slave for two years, my virginity auctioned at fifteen. And those years were full of rage at my situation. Part of why he sat me down and explained it all, he wanted me to understand that although the system was horrible, I at least had a good life here compared to what I could have and that by working my body and my clients I'd be profitable enough that he could keep me here, and that I could use my opportunity to build a connection with a client who could buy my lease and make a life for myself. But if I vetoed Gaius, then he wouldn't be able to keep me. And then my fate would rest in the claws of the market."
"And the market sees a used prostitute."
She nods. "And when the time came, the market decided that I was worthless. I ended up at the docks, a washed up used prostitute, fated to be raped until I either killed myself, or was recycled. I had nothing - not even my own bunk bed. And within a few weeks, I was glad to have to share..."
" Why?"
"The barrack room we were in was built below a frozen goods warehouse, and they didn't pay for heating. Us girls slept together for warmth. Me, Gillian, Clarissa, Lyria and Tina all shared a bunk when we weren't being used." She smiles. "We got each other through it. A lot of the others didn't. And when Hortensus Dexcius came through looking for clients for his ship, he wanted me for him personally. I volunteered to have sex with him to buy the rest of my huddle passage, and so we ended up on the slave ship for Hortensus and the crew to enjoy. And we cried, but I knew they had each other, and they knew my plan to work my way into Hortensus' heart in the hope that I'd secure our future."
"And you did."
Mother laughs out loud. "Oh yes. Just not the way I thought. Daas is a genius, he had managed to get into the ship's comms system. He had been using it to surveil the crew, but Gillian convinced him to get in touch with me, and I made Hortensus tell me his planned route. Unity lies between two star systems with pre-FTL races, and I talked Hortensus into stopping over to resupply, and Daas put together people among the slaves to fight the rebellion. And then, I had to kill Hortensus, take his access card, and free them. And I did."
"I suppose it was easy to kill him."
Mother looks at her feet. "Not easy." She sighs, and takes my hand. "Ruki, you are used to your mother being a lady of war, a descendant of the planet named for a god of war. Not the scared and naked woman who had to kill a man who was armed with a blade and a pistol in cold blood. I cried after I strangled him and cut his throat. My inner will made me rise and take the tools I needed to liberate the ship because other people were counting on me. I put a brave face on, and made myself stand. It was easier after that, as then it was war, and either them or me."
I smile. "And then you led."
"And engineering decided to try a freefall descent. Thankfully we got the emergency atmospheric entry systems to activate, and landed safely."
"What was father like?"
Mum smiles. "He looked ferocious, like he could swallow me whole. It was comforting, knowing that we had monsters like him on our side." Her eyes close. "And we were able to work together well straight away, and well..." She smiles. "Love sneaked up on us as we worked together in the early days of the colony, and he proposed to me one evening before we finished up for the day. We had quickly become best friends, he was my confidant and advisor, but I hadn't realised his feelings had become something more until then. And mine were... Well, your father is everything I want in a man, and I... I wanted someone like him, but I figured that he would be someone from my own species. I'm so glad I was wrong, that he took the leap and told me how he felt about me." She sighs with a smile. "I had never felt so loved romantically. We then had a brief engagement while we gathered all the couples who had formed over that time, and we all had a joint wedding. It was perfect."
"Then sister came along."
Mother nods. "We took her in after Daas had to perform an emergency cesarean." She sighs. "Those early days were hectic. We built a civilisation together from the wreckage, and I had to play politics until my authority was firmly established. Buri led a revolt to coronate me as queen. Monica was an ally. Odoos hadn't yet gone to his northern retreat. Rivkah made peace between two of the opposed factions. I made myself CEO. We beat a Flagship. Good times."
She stands, and moves to face herself in the mirror.
I join her. "Are you still afraid of them?"
"No." She bends down to me. "Ruki, I love you. You are my dreams come true." She pauses. "I hope you never understand what my generation experienced in MSI. But the future looks so bright to me." She smiles. "Just Septima to go."