"Prologue: Lartius"
2943, 3, 15, a.d. Kalendas Martias A.U.C.
Juno Laronius
Hyperlane Exit, Xenaya Home System
"Naomi, we've arrived in the home system, and we've encountered Naylnoid resistance."
"The slugs?"
"Yep. The slugs. We're now proceeding at full thrust to the Xenaya homeworld, and it's likely we'll need reinforcements. I know you were planning to arrive after we were done, but... It seems to me that you could save the Xenaya from the slugs."
"Starting a war with the slugs?"
I shrug. "The Naylnoids... They're always at war. And these are from a breakaway hive anyway. No diplomatic incidents if they are dealt with."
"So is Lartius proceeding as planned, or is he waiting for me?"
"Proceeding as planned, but ready to adjust to a recon role if needed."
"We'll be there as soon as we can."
I fidget. "Um... Naomi. About Lartius."
She looks at me. "What about him?"
"I... I've just slept with him. And I have so many questions about it."
She shudders. "If he's as bad with you as he was when he had me at the docks..."
"That's what I want to discuss. I don't understand, but I feel so attracted to him, and... He is different since he got upgraded. When we... We did it in my quarters. I..."
"Juno, you're talking to someone who spent a decade and a half as a sex toy for Olinbari men and women. I know how it goes. Did he put it in before he even had you on the bed?"
"That's just it. When I got him back to my quarters, I felt... I wanted to be worshipped by him. And when he saw me without my dress... He was mine. I even found myself telling him that I was his goddess."
She stifles a snigger. "Yeah, my Buri saw me as a goddess too."
"Naomi, I told him to worship me. And he did... And he is sleeping now in my bed just across the room and... I hear his thoughts."
Her face makes a series of the strangest expressions. Then she sighs. "Oh. Girl, you've been... Well, The Holocron has been working with Sophia Dexcius. And she's the most extreme feminist Olinbari I know. I think you were set up. I'm sorry."
I laugh. "Don't be, gods he worshipped me Naomi!" I take a breath. "I don't understand, that's all."
She spins her chair left to right. "Well, he's used you as test subjects. Sophia and him were working on a project to correct the below replacement rate population growth by teaching Olinbari men to be better husbands and lovers. And... Well, he's modified you two. I'm sorry, I'll talk to him about it."
I smile eat to ear. "So what you are telling me that last night was not a dreamlike fluke, but he'll be like that for the rest of our lives?"
She nods. "Yeah, but that's not the point, he can't just modify couples who aren't even together..."
"Naomi, please... Don't stop him. Insane and unethical it may be, but it works. And well... Maybe it's what we Olinbari need. Something drastic." I think about last night. "Please. It works, I can't even feel mad about it because I've never felt like this."
She sighs. "You have the capability to correct this if you want to. I can guide you."
I look at my lover as he sleeps. "I don't want to. Before you claim it's under duress... I choose this. And I know he chooses me."
She softens. "I understand Juno. But he really should not have done this. I will talk to him, and Sophia." She frowns. "Especially Sophia."
She closes the channel.
I listen to Lartius snore.
Just...
Is it a modification that I can sit here and just listen to him like I'm playing music?
And is that really an issue?
I know we need to talk about it.
But there is a part of me that just wants to keep this as it is...
I gently wake him. He smiles. "Hey Heels." His face changes. "What's wrong?"
"I've just talked to Naomi, about us last night. She thinks The Holocron has modified us to make us fall in love... That I'm your goddess because he tweaked you to see me that way."
He shrugs. "Slag philosophy. Makes my head hurt thinking about stuff like that. I love you, Heels. That's all that matters about this to me." He smiles. "Want to be worshipped?"
"Biologically, yes. Mentally and emotionally no... I understand you don't want to think about it, but Naomi is right. We've been modified to want to be together without our consent."
He shrugs. "No different to an arranged marriage." He snorts. "Heck, I'd sooner trust The Holocron than my parents to figure that out."
I look at him. Take his hand. "Is that you, or the modifications?"
He pauses. "Both, I guess." He sighs. "Maybe he thinks he can use that aspect of our society, I don't know." He shrugs. "I thought I only went in for combat upgrades."
I wrap the cover around me. "Lartius... Way I see it, we could call last night a one night stand. Or we can..."
"It could be a beginning for us."
"My body wants that, so much. I just don't know what I want, how I feel..."
He sits. "Maybe that's how I'm programmed now. Moment a beautiful Olinbari lady takes off her clothes in front of me... Then I'm hers."
I stand and take my nightgown off. "How are you feeling now?"
He drinks me in. "Ready to worship you."
I rub my hands together, fret a little. "I want to be hugged and reassured... I want to be told this is fine, I want to just embrace what I know will be wonderful, but how do I know what's me now?"
He looks at me. "Juno... Heels." He laughs. "All I know is that I want that you are happy, that you get what you want. I would love to worship you again, I suppose that's the modification coming through-"
I giggle. "Naomi said that you tried to enter her before you even had her on the bed."
He looks down. He slumps. "Yeah... Man, I feel terrible for how I treated the Companionship Assets now. Each of them was a woman who deserves what I want to give to you... And I... Was a monster."
I scowl. "That is so not the Lartius I know."
He sits still. "Yeah. I've changed. And somehow, this... I don't want to re-evaluate the change."
I sit with him. Take his hand. "Lartius, I want us to treat last night as a wonderful one night stand. One I will be happy to repeat for the rest of my life, for sure. But we can't begin a relationship until Naomi arrives. She and Buri have already worked through all this, and..." I sigh. "I need help."
"They can help us."
"Exactly!" I laugh. "If nothing else, I can't be with you until we get this subservient side of you removed..."
He takes my hand. "Heels... I understand that this is exactly what you are talking about, but may I ask if you are rejecting me? I feel this compulsion to check."
Definitely the modifications. "I'm not rejecting you. Only asking if we could delay for just..." I shake my head. "Gods, hearing you talk like that makes me so confused, it makes me feel like I've been flung into a parallel universe when you talk like that. I want us to go to New Bulawayo together, go through the vats together, like Naomi and Buri did. Get this all sorted out." I smile.
He smiles. Then gets up, and puts his clothes on. "But for now, professional."
"Yeah. Professional for now. Until the mission is over, and we can work through these teething issues." I giggle.
Just with added connection.
He nods. Then walks out of my door.
I sit back down at my desk, mull it over. "Mrs Juno Gargonius..."
I send Naomi a message.