March 1074
Ludovico awoke with a start, sweating he recalled a nightmare he had in which his wife died in childbirth, with the child being small but alive. He got down from the left side of their bed, shifting the part of the blue blanket that he laid under over his wife, to keep her warm. He then kneeled on the rug that covered the hardwood floor and silently prayed,”God, please do not have this dream come to pass, I cannot bear to lose her, our children, especially the baby in her belly will need their mother, I will continue to humble myself to your will, just please let her live… Amen.” Ludovico got up and looked through their bedside window and looked at the sun as it peaked up over the horizon and thought to himself,”
I suppose I should read a book with the extra hour I have on my hands.”
Over the course of the next hour Ludovico spent his time sitting in his chair and reading an Italian translation of The City of God by the theologian Augustine of Hippo as it was one of his wife’s favorite philosophical works. After an hour of reading he put the book away and looked at his stomach. He was not exactly fat but he had gained some weight over the past couple months as he rarely trained for combat or went hunting. Ludovic soon thought to himself,”
Not doing as much exercise has allowed me to spend more time with my family, I think I should go on a diet and eat less fatty meat and pastries.”
Just a minute later Ricciarda tried to rise from their bed but failed and as she sat back on their bed she cried out,”Ooh, my ankles are so swollen that I can’t stand up on my own.”
Ludovico rushed towards her with a worried expression on his face,”What were you going to get up to do? I can help you my dear.”
Though she was no longer standing she grimaced,”I have to use the chamberpot my dear.”
Ludovico then turned, grabbed it from the right corner of the room and placed it a few paces away from the bed and said,”I'll help you Ricciarda.”
After a minute of helping his wife get partially undressed and walking her over Ricciarda was able to urinate, Ludovico brought her back to their bed and as he tucked her under the covers murmured,”You must have gout, my dear, I'll go and fetch Averado. But first there’s something I must give you.”
Ricciarda groaned,”Yes, please do so my dear, I must truly be ill.”
Ludovico quickly rummaged through his belongings and found the half dozen dried daisies he had purchased at the marketplace a few days ago. He then gave them to his wife who held them up to her nose and then smiled and cooed,”Thank you my dear, these are a comfort to me.”
He then leaned over her and noticed something alarming, the dissolved sweat on her forehead looked as if it was little specks of snow, alarmed he quickly chattered,”I’ll get Averado at once!.”
With that Ludovico opened the door and ran, ran faster than he ever had before as panic consumed him and within a minute he made it Averado’s chambers knocked quickly and barged in to find that Averado was reading a book while his wife was doing some embroidery who, laying in their bed answered first,”What is it that you need Milord?”
Ludovico kept himself from snapping at her,”It is your husband’s services as a physician that I require, my wife, lady Ricciarda seems to be dangerously ill with gout, she can barely walk, her urine is much more foamy then what would be usual and her dissolved sweat is as white as snow.”
Averado quickly stood up from his chair and grabbed a large jar of leeches from his desk,”I believe this will be the best treatment for her my patrician.”
“Well it seemed to work last time, so I trust your judgment, cure her and I’ll ensure that if you have any sons you may have will serve me directly and that any daughters you may have will make good marriages.”
As they swiftly left the room and made their way back to Ludovico and Ricciarda’s chambers Averado grimaced,”This may be unpleasant, and it will take awhile I don’t think it would be good for you to stay and watch.”
He nodded at his court physician,”I suppose I should check on the court’s business, however, I want to see my wife beforehand.”
“Very well milord.”
Ludovico slowly walked in their room, as his wife continued laying in their bed, reading a book with the flowers lying on the end table adjacent to the left side of the bed.”I will be back in a couple hours my dear, Averado advised that I should leave you alone while he treats you, I will have servants meet your need.”
Ricciarda bit her lip, eyes watering in pain from her hot and aching joints and nodded,”Alright Ludovico, I love you.”
He leaned down and kissed her hair,”I love you too…. Do you want me to tell Alfontso and Camilla of your illness?”
“Yes, even if it upsets them they deserve to know, I have some confidence that the treatment will succeed and I shall live, but nothing is certain.”
Ludovico smiled but turned towards the door and left,
”I can’t bear such talk, she has to live.”
A couple minutes later… Ludovico sat in his grand chair ready to receive visitors or petitions when a formidable-looking woman wearing leather armor entered the reception area and bowed and asked in heavily accented Italian,”Is there any way that I can serve you Patrician Ludovico of House Strazzi?”
He scratched his chin in pensiveness and looked at the one-handed sword in a scabbard strapped to her left hip,”Are you a knight or warrior of sorts, it is not a path that many women follow?”
The woman laughed,”I am not many women, I am Soaba Ubmeje, a member of The Knights of Pomerania, and I have helped to fight off raids from the various pagan tribes of Livonia and so I ask if I may serve you.”
Ludovico nodded his head,”Very well then, there has been a band of half a dozen or so bandits, who thanks to the narrow nature of the cave that they reside in have been able to fight off soldiers I’ve sent to eliminate them, so perhaps you can defeat them.”
The woman smiled,”Then I shall slaughter them, milord.”
As the woman left Ludovico rose from his chair and walked towards through one of the palace’s hallways for a couple of minutes and entered the chambers that his two children shared, to find Alfontso and Camilla sitting in front of their nanny: Dorothea, as she read them a story and as he walked in she raised her eyebrows,”My patrician, is something the matter, you look rather pale.”
He looked at the tall and somewhat heavy middle-aged woman and sighed,”Yes, but I wish to tell my children myself, you may remain in the room to continue caring for them.”
The two blonde haired children rushed towards their father and as he knelt down they embraced him,”What’s wrong father?” Asked his visibly concerned son.
“Your mother is ill with gout, she may live through it, but we didn’t think it fair not to tell you, our children.”
Tears filled both of their eyes and Camilla whimpered,”Will mommy die daddy?”
Ludovico hugged them both tears threatening to spill from his eyes as well,” That is a possibility, but if Averado is able to make her feel better, she will live and in a few more months you will both have a younger brother or sister.”
“Alfontso and I would like that very much.”
Ludovico looked to his son, who was normally the more talkative of the two,”Try not to worry too much son, Averado may be able to help her, now perhaps Dorothea can continue the story she was telling you too.”
The two responded with”Yes father” and quickly returned to listening to their nanny’s story. He then stepped outside of the room, leaned against the wall and sharply inhaled,”
That was a bit harder for me to handle than I thought it was going to be.”
Still, he went on his way back to his grand chair by the entrance to the palace and sat back down. He only had to wait for one minute when suddenly the woman warrior Soaba emerged through the doors holding three severed heads in each hand and bowed,”Patrician Ludovico I have rid the world of the filth that was those bandits, they underestimated me and were thus dispatched with ease.”
Ludovico smiled,”Rise, rise there is little need to bow, especially after the service you did to me and my people, I dare say you are one of the best warriors I’ve ever met, a true knight.”
The young woman rose and blushed,”Thank you so much Patrician Ludovico for giving me the chance to prove myself, not many men, let alone those with title would give me that chance. Though I have a confession to make: I am but a self-proclaimed knight, and the order I named does not exist. I ask that you forgive me for this deception for I had a good reason for it. My best friend a fellow Christianized Sami, Ravna, was robbed and then murdered by a group of bandits. Thus on that bitter winter’s night in Aland I swore revenge and for over a year I’ve been tracking down bandit scum, from Minsk to Paris, but until I met you I never met a lord worthy of my services. So if you’ll have me do so I’d like to join your court and perhaps one day, if it is your will, lead troops on your behalf as a commander or perhaps become your marshal.”
“Of course you may join my court, you’ll be assigned some chambers. Although I already have a commander and marshal that may change one day, and perhaps you may make a suitable marriage one day.”
Soaba gratefully nodded,”Of course my lord, I shall stop bothering you and proceed to settle into to your court.”
For but a few brief moments Ludovico sat in piece, this woman's achievements had helped to mitigate the distress he was caused by his wife’s illness, this however was to be short lived for chancellor Benedetto rushed through the hall and bowed, frowning as if he didn’t want to tell his liege something, Ludovico gulped,”What is it Benedetto?”
“I have two pieces of very bad news to tell you milord, the first is that a trade galley sailing under House Stazzi, has sunk, the cost of the ship, as well as the fact that it was laden with eastern spices and sugar means that your treasury will lose about 50 florins.”He then paused,”That however pales in comparison with the other piece of horrendous news I have for you, the court physician Averado has made lady Ricciarda’s condition even worse, it seems that he used so many leaches that too much blood was removed from her body….”
A silent tear slid down his cheek but he maintained his composer,”Does my wife still live?”
His chancellor nodded grimly,”Yes but we don’t think she has much time left, she may be gone by sundown.”
“Then if her time has come we must all say our goodbyes.”
Ludovico then made his way through the hall with his chancellor who said,”I am so sorry, I know how terrible it is to see someone you love get sick and die before your very eyes, that’s what happened to my daughter Beatrice.”
This helped to distract him from his own pain,”It was two winters ago that she passed? On Christmas?”
Benedetto quivered,”Yes, of dysentery, Averado actually helped her as much as he could though and she was in less pain when she passed.”
“I said it when it happened but I’ll say it again, I’m sorry Benedetto, you don’t deserve such loss.”
He paused,”Neither do you Milord, shall we bring Alfontso and Camilla with us?”
“Of course, they deserve to say their goodbyes, and after it is done I ask that you write a letter to our Serene Doge of the tragic news, of course I’d also ask you to inquire into his son’s health, I hear Domenico has been ill with food poisoning after the birth of his second son, with whom he shares a name.”
“Yes of course Milord.”
As they opened the door he noticed both his children were silent, though their eyes were red, he then asked their nanny Dororthea,”Have they been informed?”
She grimaced and her voice cracked,”Yes they have been, I’m so sorry.”
He nodded towards the woman and took his children by the hand and walked out the door,”I’m so sorry, no child so young should have to say goodbye to their mother. She will be happy to see you though.”
Alfontso and Camilla both silently nodded and Ludovico thought to himself,”
They are so strong, it is good though, for they will have to be.”
Soon enough they entered Ludovico and Ricciarda’s chambers and his court physician apologetically groveled,”Please forgive my milord, I only did what I thought would save your wife.”
Ludovico took one look at his ashen wife, looked back at Averado and raised his voice with fury,”You did this to her you fool! You are right to beg for you are responsible for my wife’s imminent death!”
Averado stumbled over his words,”My, Patrician please she may not have survived her illness anyway-.” He was then cut off by the sound of skin colliding with skin as Ludovico struck him hard with the back of his hand and yelled more angry then he had ever been in his life,”YOU TOOK AWAY ANY HOPE OF SURVIVAL, MY CHILDREN WILL GO WITHOUT THEIR MOTHER, AND I WILL LOSE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!” He then paused to kick the man hard in the side as he tried to get back up and lowered his voice but stared at Averado with hatred,”You are lucky that I am merciful, take that whore of a wife of yours and leave, now, if you ever enter this palace again I will kill you myself!”
The man cowered as he got up and gave a wide berth to the angry man and his children as he left the room.
As Averado left in disgrace Ludovico noticed the multitude of people in the room, all of his counselors and their wives, midwives, a few servants, as well as his wife’s close friend Bianca, her husband and her two-year-old daughter,”I am sorry you all had to see that, I ask that my councilors and their wives leave, I will also need a new court physician soon, the others, however, can stay.”
As his councilors and their wives said their goodbyes Ludovico, trailed by his children moved to Ricciarda’s bedside,”Thank you for firing him my dear, I shudder to think what would happen if he kept his position and was responsible for the death of Alfontso or Camilla children.”
The thought chilled Ludovico to the bone,”Yes my dear, perhaps you will live and a new physician can treat you.”
She shook her head,”You know as much as I that I will die tonight, please don’t deceive yourself into thinking otherwise, it will only make things more painful in the end.” She paused for a moment,”May I say my farewells to Bianca first?”
“Of course my dear, I know you two are as close as sisters.”
Ricciarda reached up and stroked her husband’s face,”Thank you darling.”
Bianca and her family then approached the left side of the bed and Ricciarda turned towards them,”Bianca my dear, you may have been my stepmother for a very brief period of time, but I can say without boost that you are the best friend that I can ask for.”
Silent tears leaked out of her friend’s eyes and Ricciarda tried to soothe her,”My dear friend, you are so strong, you have been widowed twice over and yet still managed to find happiness with a third husband, which is why you must try to find happiness after I am gone.”
Bianca nodded but protested,”But you are one of the only women who treated me well, many others gossiped and said ugly things about my being widowed twice over.”
“You are not cursed my dear, I’d like to see your daughter for a moment.”
“Of course” She looked down and said to her daughter,”Lady Ricciarda wishes to see you Adelaida.”
The two year old nodded,”Yes mama.”
The child approached the bed and Ricciarda ran her hands through the child’s dark her,”It is my wish that you will marry my son one day, if my husband approves of this, the betrothal may occur within a couple years.”
Ludovico then nodded in affirmation,”I agree with this idea.
Despite the fact the little girl knew little of marriage or betrothals she smiled in gratitude,”Thank you Lady Ricciarda.”
The child soon returned to her father’s side, and her mother exclaimed,”You do me such an honour my friend, surely you could’ve betrothed your son to a number of other eligible girls?”
“Perhaps, but this is one of my last wishes, besides, Adelaida is of noble blood, as your husband is the brother to a baron, so this will also raise the standing of the children my son will have one day, also as your daughter is not in the court of a noble there will be no need for a bride price.”
“Still this is so generous of you Ricciarda, thank you so much!”
“It is but a reward for my closest friend, please retire to your chambers, for I now need to see goodbye to my family.”
Bianca cried a little but regained her composure,”Goodbye sister.”
Ricciarda smiled at her,”Goodbye Sister.”
For a minute after Bianca and her family left the room, all four members of the family stayed silent, when the children broke it when they hugged their dying mother, crying and Alfontso pleaded,”Please don’t leave us mommy, we need you and love you so much.”
Camilla for her part stopped crying for a moment,”Alfontso’s right, please stay with us.”
Ludovico kneeled down and hugged all of them, and for his part cried a little, though he wanted to stay strong for his wife and children. After a few minutes Ludovico ran his fingers through Ricciarda’s hair and kissed her on the lips,”My love, you have been the best wife that I could ask for, probably better than I deserve. You are always so caring in regards to myself and the children, I don’t think I could go on without you.”
Ricciarda cried for a few seconds,”You have been such a good husband to me, and I know that you will continue to be a great father to our children. I know you don’t want to hear this, but in a couple of years I want you to remarry, find a woman that you can get along with and maybe even love. Alfontso and Camilla will need a woman to help raise them, a stepmother who will raise them as her own and provide them with guidance.”
“I don’t even want to think of remarriage right now, how can I marry again after having you as a wife and mother to my children my love.”
“Because the children will need someone to help you raise them, I know that none of you will never forget me but you will need assistance my dears. As for the baby in my belly, I suspect it will not live but after I pass I need you to order the midwives to cut me upon and get the baby out. If the child had a possibility of living and we denied them it I could never forgive myself, and I know you would feel the same way. Also please tell my brothers and nephews that I love them, and that I’m sorry to cause them grief by dying now”
Suddenly Ricciarda’s breathing became incredibly shallow and she embraced her husband and children one final time,”My loves you have made my life better than I could’ve ever imagined.”
She then fell back to the pillows, held her hand to her chest, and her eyes glazed over as she took her last breath. Ludovico, despite knowing better shook his wife’s body, and then put his ear to his wife’s chest, hearing nothing he trembled with despair and turned to his sobbing son and daughter,”She is gone my children, a servant will take you to your chambers while they try to see if the baby can live, I’ll be with you after that is done.’
Alfontso nodded,”If that’s what you want. Promise you’ll see us after.”
Ludovico hugged both of his children, they needed it, now more than ever,”I promise I will do so.”
Alfontso and Camilla then followed the servant assigned to take them to their rooms and after the door closed Ludovico gave his orders to the four midwives,”Do the operation, let us see if my child lives.”
Half an hour later…. The midwives finished the operation but it was all for naught, the tiny baby boy did not breathe or cry when they extricated him from his late mother’s womb and they covered him with a miniature version of the black that was laid over his mother’s body. Ludovico then used his sleeve to wipe the tears off of his cheek and directed the servants,”Please make them separate effigy’s and entomb them within the catacombs.”
Before leaving to comfort his children he kissed the forehead of his stillborn son and then his wife to whom he whispered,”Goodbye my love, someday I’ll see you again.”
After this he left the room and soon entered his children’s chambers, who, from what he could tell by the moonlight had looks of sorrow on their faces, he kneeled down to face them,”I am so sorry, you would’ve had a baby brother, had he lived, but he was too young and entered this world dead.”
His son and daughter both started sobbing and he embraced them, all of their bodies were wracked with tears, as the worst day of their lives thus far came to a close.