Excerpt from "Memoir of the old days" by Captain Thurin Redhelm of Kirithgal
18 Gwirith, of the year 1969 of the Third Age (10310 IGY)
The hall erupted in cheers, but the eyes of the queen were bleak and empty like those of a mountain spider. Something was very wrong and I knew we had to speak in private, just the two of us.
- "Was it wise to let the khandish scribe take part in the proceedings? Her voice ended up being the decisive one, yet she's a foreigner and a mere child. Why have you brought her here?"
- "First of all, she speaks fluent Khandish, Haradrim, Nurag, Nurniag and the tongues of the west, including that of the Black Numenoreans. That alone makes her worth her weight in gold. Secondly, she was used by her former masters to copy letters, which means she is not only familiar with the way they write, she can tell their signatures from one another. Perhaps even forge them. If we are to go to war against Sauron, we need to keep the kings of the south occupied and confused. She will of course do everything she can to help us, as there is nobody she hates more than the kings of Harad who maimed her."
- "That too worries me."
- "She tried to escape the life of slavery three times. After the first attempt they had beaten her senseless. The second time they marred fer face. The third time they cut off her leg so she could escape no more."
- "This means she is stubborn and foolhardy".
- "This means she loves freedom above all other things. Don't you think this is exactly the type of person we need? That's the reason why I chose you to be the regent. You too love freedom above all things."
- "Perhaps, but honestly I'm concerned by these men of Khand. They ascribe divinity to you."
- "Yes, some of her people do. Yet they also consider Earendil to be a god. They have so many gods... every mountaintop and lake in Khand has its own little god or goddess."
- "They also consider Tumrakhi to be a god. That's why I find all of them so disturbing."
- "Many people in the east at some point considered Sauron a god, or a demon. The line between gods and demons can be quite murky, don't you think?"
- "I wish you wouldn't use his name. Not to draw his attention like this. Not here."
- "Fine, fine I can call him the old fusspot like every good Nurniag child does. Though we will soon go to war against Barad-dur itself, don't you think that will draw his attention more than anything else we could do or say? We need to face the simple fact that he will never leave us alone, not here, not in Mordor. This is his home and he will try to reclaim it. Sooner or later."
- "I will obey your commands, you rule the Land of the Lake. But this doesn't change my mind - joining the war against Sauron at this time is too risky. Cannot Arthedain and their Gondorian brothers handle this themselves?"
- "Hither lands lie mangled, Mordor Khand and Nurn have been maimed. Now the same fate will befall Arthedain. The great tapestry of life has been torn. Is it insolence and folly beyond reckoning on the part of the a weaver to pick up the threads? The strong sit and hearken and dwell in bliss, while pain and suffering subdue the men of these lands. Is it insolence and folly beyond reckoning on the part of the weaver to pick up the threads?"
- "Not for me is to decide these matters. But one thing is clear - a healer that works with the mishaped, raw wounds will not emerge clean, but covered in blood."
- "No one can plant a willow, without digging in the dirt. No one can remain unmarred while dealing with the marred. Yet idle pity that refuses to deal with the marred is not pity at all."
At this point she was no longer speaking in her usual voice. Instead she fell into that slow metallic chittering voice - as she was want to do when scorn and anger arose in her heart. Slow she was to anger, but dreadful in her ire. She continued talking staring somewhere into the horizon in the west.
- "Pity by those who look in idleness from the height of their own strength and wisdom is no longer pity. It is contempt. Likewise wide is the gap between patience and idleness. For patience is the art of waiting to act only once one has enough strength to accomplish the task, while causing the least possible carnage and devastation. Patience devoid of intent to act timely, is no longer patience. The intent to act without the least regard for the suffering of others is not patience. Indeed, it then turns into malice, cowardice or foolishness!" She paused and then hissed: "Or all three at the same time!"
I no longer knew if she was speaking about Men of Gondor, Men of Angmar, the Valar, or perhaps about Sauron himself. I did not feel it would be wise to ask her who she meant.
Thus I left her to her frantic letter-writing. So many diplomatic letters had to be sent. To Arthedain, to Gaujahari, to Minohtar, to both of the warring factions in Gondor, to all the kingdoms in the south...
She was again weaving. A web of words.