First I'd like to thank Alxeu for hosting.
Second I'd like to apologize and thank my packmates and Alxeu for putting up with my spamming the pack pm. I'm an animated guy, though I try to make it at least somewhat humorous. I am shocked they didn't tell me to shut up, I work better when I have sounding boards. I'm surprised I survived this long at all. Improvement!
Third I hope I didn't commit a social faux pas by being a bit defensive when defending my voting record. I just decided to use the truth about being a night owl and the deadline to defend my voting record. I wasn't trying to give the impression that I was quitting or not trying, I apologize if it seemed that way. I figured it was the easiest way to try and avoid being lynched, and plying on people's perceptions and emotions seems to be a natural point of the game.
Brace yourselves incoming wall of text.
From my perspective:
I felt like I was playing catch up mostly with what people latch on to. Specifically referring to videofanning and I'm also not too familiar with some terms mostly due to the fact I'm not familiar with internet culture in general aside from gaming communities. Had I known that was a thing I wouldn't have said it, though it was mostly just an observation. Adding to that I'm also catching up with rules and set ups. I didn't understand at the time the councils replaces those functions from players, I thought it was in addition to a priest or a seer, clearly a jarhead moment.
We hunted on day 0 using Arkasas standing order, after that I think we chose our targets. Day 2 Euro was hunted because TFW thought that it may throw some shade at LatinKaiser in I didn't pushback despite my misgivings on it. In hindsight I wish I did pushback a little, the chaos he creates would have been beneficial. Day 4 hunt of Dedonus was my idea but I tried to switch it off later in the day, Agatha didn't come back in time to see it. I didn't think I could change being a zealot and not a wolf. Day 6 hunt of Audren was my idea as well, after a player count I knew he wouldn't have been replaced since Agatha was likely going to be lynched taking Alynkio along, that was Agatha's idea. I felt like I could take advantage of Marco's zombieness and or some miscommunication to slow down seer scans as I now was 50% of the voting bloc. Day 7 hunt was again my idea, LatinKaiser who was blessed we had avoided hunting the priest council at TFW's behest since they had a pact to not lynch each other. I was really pushing trying to hunt some of them earlier, more so after DBW gave us a roadmap on the better hunting targets. I also wanted TFW to have a larger share of the voting bloc, I thought it would be useful. Shortly before I was lynched I was trying to understand the set up of the game and being ignorant of how that works I tried to game out a few scenarios. I strongly suspected if there was a sorcerer it was probably DBW since he was being awfully helpful providing hunting targets. However I thought he would have found a pack or both packs by then and I was wondering if there was a sorcerer at all. If it was just a cursed left than it was random chance which ended being 0 chance by avoiding DBW's tier 4 suspects.
Now for the elephant in the room so to speak.
To answer Alynkio's question first it was a desperate attempt at misdirection if anything

. I'm a former Marine and I live by the code of improvise, overcome and adapt that kind of thinking pretty much guided my decisions. Facing being lynched I thought I'd try to reach out to someone and claim witness, turns out I didn't need to Alynkio did it for me. I was trying to take advantage of my ignorant mistake of videofanning and swing this to our advantage. I figured at some point if I survived long enough that I could use it to ferret out the other pack and gain some trust. I did this without really consulting my pack, at the time 2 had a busy schedules and time difference between TFW and I made it difficult to have a conversation in a short time. So I did what any jarhead does take some initiative and hoped it worked out. De Chat did chide me for the claim but I felt the opportunity to use it to my advantage was worth it. After being placed on the seer council the next day I really thought I could make it work. I figured I had to use it by day 7 and I was right both LatinKaiser and Liefwarrior pm'd me asking about it. However we hunted 2 members of the yellow pack, village lynched 2 members of the yellow pack and on day 6 the final member of the yellow pack didn't vote. To sum this game up for me: I would have gotten it away with it too if it wasn't for the Dane.... WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! Didn't you vote to save yourself Wagon
As for why I didn't sell out TFW, thought game etiquette included not selling out your packmates. I was wrong apparently it's encouraged when there is no other alternative. I'll remember that for next time. If I had known it, I would have sold him out and tried to keep it going. I come from a family of 6 kids and I have 4 brothers, which means I really hate losing. As for my second big it didn't go as bad as I thought it would.
Two bigs and both times a baddie. Which I believe is the harder role to play, glad I'm taking the less traveled road by chance then.
I had a BLAST!
Edit: For grammar mostly.