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Chapter 27: A Few Simple Steps

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The Tower, June 1466

The lock on the chamber door turned and as it swung wide, the stale air wafted past the King’s nose. Taking cautious steps, Richard entered the room lit dimly only by the moonlight from the slight window. It took some few moments for the figure before him to stir, yet when he did the visage that was presented to him was unkind.

“We are not well met, I am afraid,” Henry suggested as he held to his blanket in bed and did not turn to face Richard.

“We have been busy,” Richard replied.

The former King finally rolled in his bed to look upon the new King with a sad eye, “You did make me a promise, cousin.”

Richard slowly closed the chamber door and took a few steps, “I have held to my end of the bargain, sir. I think not that you have.”

“Alight a candle and I may tell you why.”

This Richard did and held it with him as he sat next to Henry on the bed. He looked over the former King’s face and pitied him. Sunken eyes and gaunt cheeks. Henry’s hair was now fully white and long having gone without a shearing. His body remained emaciated and yet, his eyes still showed a spark.

“You would have wisdom for me?” the King questioned.

Henry curled a wrinkled lip, “I have naught but time to think of such. So yes. Should you wish to have it.”

With a sigh, Richard placed the candle to a stand and lifted to pour them both some wine. He returned and held it out for Henry to take, “Why do they not see to your health, sir?”

“You may ask Tiptoft...sir,” Henry replied as he gladly took the offered cup, “Or mayhap yourself.”

Richard stood as tall as he might, “I’ve not harmed you.”

Laughter led to a cough and Henry quickly downed his wine to help before finally answering as he wiped the spill from his lips, “How many times must we say how curious you are in your love, cousin?”

“I have treated you fairly!”

“And yet you come finally to pay some sort of...homage?” Henry questioned as he sat up in the bed and looked to Richard with a skewed brow, “I have asked for it and found it wanting. Found you...wanting.”

Richard heard a rustling upon the rush strewn floor and flinched causing Henry to smile, “Oh...do not mind him. He is my friend. At least I have the one.”

“You know what I want,” the King answered as he pulled the candle to illuminate the corners of the room, “Friend or no...you hold little and less at the now. I may be the only one lest you think that poor creature some brave solace.”

Henry stirred from the bed and carefully stood on wobbly legs. He shuffled to the table and tore off a slight piece of stale bread from a trencher before looking to the corners of the room himself, “That poor creature I call Margaret. And much like her, he is a rat. She is a rat...one of them, at the least. And yet, she is mine...he is mine. It...is mine.”

“If you could but do what is asked, sir...” Richard stood over him with a pity, “...it should not be like this.”

“Like what?” Henry knelt to the corner as he happily fed his bread to the rat, “It is my happenstance and we shall make do. God does provide, cousin.”

Richard narrowed his brow, “I would provide, cousin. Yet you must...”

“I heard that your son did marry,” Henry stood and smiled, “The young Castilian Princess, yes?”

“He did,” Richard offered an irritated nod.

Henry smiled, “That is splendid. I did meet this girl...the Lady. Briefly. I think a fine match.”

“I am so happy that you approve.”

“Do not be so glum, sir,” Henry moved to pour another cup of wine, “It should be a happy day.”

The King snatched the cup from him and sat it down hard upon the table, “A happy day will be when you give to me what is mine!”

“You have taken it already!!” Henry laughed.

Richard was not amused, “And yet you maintain your right!”

“I maintain no thing but the word of God, sir,” Henry stood to his full height and looked down upon his cousin, “You may practice at it, yet it was given to me by the Lord Almighty and I shall not relinquish nor deny His word. Ever.”

Richard began to fume, “Must you make me act?!”

“Do what you must,” Henry ignored him and sat to a brittle chair, “For God will take me home when my time is right. I trust fully in His wisdom. Not yours. Not mine.”

“Would that your fortitude in this had sustained you when you actually held this crown!” Richard shouted, “For we may not be here and I, not challenged to make this choice!”

Henry smiled, “Calm yourself, cousin. I would save that anger for the field of battle as I understand you to be off again. Do you think it wise?”

“I believe it would be wise for you to hand to me what is mine,” Richard tried to temper his emotions, “For we should not be here at the now...and like this. Not then and not now...if only you would do what is right!”

“Poor, misbegotten Dickon...” Henry showed a sad eye, “...who finds trouble round every corner. I shant believe that I once thought you my mentor. What am I to do now?”

Richard did not waste a breath, “Allow me to be your savior!”

“I hold only one, sir!” Henry was quick in reply, “The Lord God Almighty and Christ His son. May you match that?!”

“I would see you be well, cousin,” Richard attempted to remain clam.

Henry offered a slim nod as he lifted gently from his chair and returned to the bed, “I have heard that before. And yet those that love me take my bread. They do not lock me away. You asked for it, Richard. Now you’ve got it. Yet I shall not relinquish what God has provided.”

“You will make me...” Richard hesitated, “...do a thing that I wish not to do.”

“You cannot, cousin,” Henry smiled as he lay his head upon the pillow, “For we have talked of this. Your head and your heart both know it. We both are protected by God...so go and fight your war. Take your glory. Win hearts and minds if you must. Yet I shall always be here. We shall always be here. It is life everlasting, sir, and only God may know.”

Richard stepped to the bed and looked down with great anger. He seethed and spied another pillow. He began to reach out his hand to take it, and Henry followed, “Well done, you. I imagine Edmund is quite happy with his bride. A most fortunate thing and you must be so proud.”

“You are the most irritating thing that I have ever encountered in this life!!”

Henry smiled, “You want to...cousin Richard. So then do.”

Richard realized that he was now holding the pillow and threw it harshly to the floor as he rushed from the chamber with harsh words, “I will have what is mine, by God! I will have it!!!”

“Go and do, poor Richard...” Henry laughed with a great huge grin as he lay back in the bed, “...go and do.”
 
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Just smother him already. He's just annoying now. And apparently become even more falsely pious and condescending, as though he's never had a moral failing in his life.
 
Tell Isabella that Henry is annoying you, Dickon. Add that he might be some Jewry in him and she'll take care :)
 
It's like Henry believes he has a great power over Richard. And he may be right.

Sounds like his health and determination may be failing a little in prison, though. As is to be expected.

Rensslaer
 
Richard starts off so understanding and conciliatory, though it's not long before he blows his calm. No wonder he doesn't visit much. I'd find Henry irritating too.
 
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The sad thing is that Henry is correct, Richard does not have the heart to do what must be done. There are dozens around him who would do the deed, or just arrange a tragic accident, but I fear he will never be able to give his assent to such a deed or even turn a blind eye to any such 'accident'.

I would hope this softness doesn't cost Richard too much in the end, but the requirements of plot are such that I fear it must. Why would we keep meeting Henry if he were not to somehow become relevant again?
 
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I apologize for being rather absent of late. I promise to get to fb-fb when I can. Work has kept me busy, no doubt. Also I have been dealing with the failing health of my best friend...my dog Max. We were all excited when he turned 16 years old on the 6th of this month, but for quite some time his age has been catching up to him. His hearing...eyesight...mobility...all were beginning to falter. Yet just two weeks ago, he was still excited about going out in the morning to patrol the fence in the back yard and especially to eat. Since then, not so much. And sadly, this Wednesday, his time finally came. He passed in my arms in the afternoon.

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Pic taken last Christmas, I think

Max is on the left with his girlfriend Angel on the right. I call her Da Baby. She is my sister's dog and thankfully I am able to take care of her throughout this weekend. It helps because we are both grieving. The sound of her breathing at night when we are in bed makes it slightly better that I don't have Max's butt pillow to rest on. Slightly.

The boy was a true champion and my sweet Prince. It is hard when we lose a beloved pet. I know the rules. But his passing has really hit me. He was truly my best friend. I will soldier on, as he has these last few years, but the world is a little less bright right now. So if it takes more than a minute to get back to this project, you at least know why. Yet I will be back. Rest assured. Thank you for your patience and, of course, following this work in the first place. You readAARs always sustain me.
 
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So sorry to hear Al. That's so rough. We lost our dear girl in 2020 and we haven't gotten over it yet. Still think of her often. A dog just is a part of your life any time you're together, no matter what you're doing. It's hard to not have your buddy.

Praying for you!

Renss/Edwin
 
Aww.

Sorry to hear about that mate.

To lower the tone, this reminds me of the time in CK3 (in a scene so shocking I never put into the AAR) when Ged's pet dog Mr Woof Woofs was viciously murdered by his pet cat, Cactus.

To this day I think it might be the worst thing I've ever seen in a Paradox game, and I do terrible awful things in these games.

IRL, the family cat made it to 21 before his lifetime of fighting and murder caught up with him. Even so, I suspect there is no 'good' age for a pet to die. As difficult as various birds are to care for, at least they live for decades.
 
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I' m sorry for your loss, Coz1. My yorkie was with me for 14 years, until time also caught her.
 
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That is sad news, I know Mrs Pip still thinks of the dogs she grew up with. As I'm sure you know it will get easier and you will always have the good memories to look back on.
 
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I'm terribly sorry to hear that, Al. 16 is a wonderful age. You were blessed to have him for so many years. We've been down that road too often ourselves. It never gets easier.

Just know that Max will be waiting for you.

On the Other Side of the Rainbow Bridge​

by Saleema Lookman
As I lead you to the Rainbow Bridge, my heart is full.
Though we didn't have enough time together,
I will forever cherish the time we shared.
"You could stay a little longer, if you like," I whisper.
"I would love to, but I can't," you respond.
"It is my time to go." We both know it to be true.
Your furry paws step onto the Rainbow Bridge and I see you illuminate.
You're free of fatigue. Free of discomfort. Free of pain.
This is the way I will remember you,
In your strongest and most vibrant form.
As you reach the meadow at the end of the bridge,
You turn to face me one last time.
"Until we meet again," you smile, "I'll be here,
Waiting for you on the other side."
 
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That was an interesting scene. Hopefully they can make the marriage work...

Also, Isabella said, "No quiere decir, mi señora esposa?" I'm confused on two things here - 1) she's speaking to Edmund. If she's trying to call him her husband, it should be "mi señor esposo". Also, why is this quiere and not quieres? They're married now. Why is she still using the formal "you"? Or am I reading that wrong and she's referencing a third party?

Is Henry trying to get killed?
 
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You did it! You actually started it!

All those years ago I was disappointed that this didn't go further.

I'm eagerly digging in. First page down, many more to read.

:D
 
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Up to page 4, and my God I hate reading about rich and powerful people scheming to be more rich and powerful by destroying rather than building...

It's very good so far, as good as I'd hoped it to be back in 2007 when you teased us with it.
 
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“I charge you in any wise to flee the company and counsel of proud men, of covetous men, and of flattering men, the more especially and mightily to withstand them, and not to draw nor to meddle with them, with all your might and power; and to draw to you and to your company good and virtuous men, and such as be of good conversation, and of truth, and by them shall you never be deceived nor repent you of.”
Sound advice. Would that all men take it, including myself.
 
First of all, thank you all for the kind words and heartfelt condolences on what is a terribly sad moment in my life. To lose a parent, a sibling, a spouse or most especially a child...I must count myself quite lucky and blessed that I have yet to find that moment in life. But I have lost friends (too many) and while a dog, none was more important to me than my sweet boy Max. I was his human and he was mine. We are working through it.

I also promise again to get to the specific fb-fb in due time. Still not there yet in my mind. Not doing much writing either. :(

But most definitely, I really would like to thank you @TheExecuter for diving in at this late date! Not only that you remember my previous attempt at this, but eagerly reading now. I've spent the last three years of my life writing this (sometimes to Max's irritation when I had a great scene in mind and wanted to finish it, but he wanted to eat. NOW!)

I hope it is what I wanted to present and still do because we are far from done here. Please do not hesitate to comment as you read (as you have done) because there are moments I spent a lot of time planning. I want to know how they land. I should also say...welcome back!!! I plan on diving back into The Last Mission as soon as I am able. My God...my last comment in that thread was 14 years ago!

Truly...thank you and wonderful to see you again. :)
 
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Ok...so I have some fb-fb...let's try it...

Just smother him already. He's just annoying now. And apparently become even more falsely pious and condescending, as though he's never had a moral failing in his life.
Richard wanted to. Almost...

Tell Isabella that Henry is annoying you, Dickon. Add that he might be some Jewry in him and she'll take care :)
You don't know this Isabella yet. ;)

It's like Henry believes he has a great power over Richard. And he may be right.

Sounds like his health and determination may be failing a little in prison, though. As is to be expected.

Rensslaer
Henry does have a great power over Richard. York is a man of rules (rightly or wrongly) and one of them is respect for the institution. Witness how long it took him to actually go through with the coup.

Richard starts off so understanding and conciliatory, though it's not long before he blows his calm. No wonder he doesn't visit much. I'd find Henry irritating too.
I felt that he blew his stack too early in the scene, but I let him. He returns to the same point which...I'm not sure...is that bad writing or just the character making a point?

The sad thing is that Henry is correct, Richard does not have the heart to do what must be done. There are dozens around him who would do the deed, or just arrange a tragic accident, but I fear he will never be able to give his assent to such a deed or even turn a blind eye to any such 'accident'.

I would hope this softness doesn't cost Richard too much in the end, but the requirements of plot are such that I fear it must. Why would we keep meeting Henry if he were not to somehow become relevant again?
There is a part of you that knows exactly why Henry may be relevant again. ;)

Henry is correct. And he knows it. I may liken it somewhat in my research with Elizabeth I and Mary Queen of Scots, but there is a deep bond between these two men and I hope that I have set it up right in the story. Different in age, in different places, yet always tethered together in raising and even after Henry achieved his majority (somewhat related within this tale.) Very same in their royal blood (again...Richard probably more so) but different in how it was received. Even though Richard has "it" now, whatever that is...he still respects the institution. The role and...does he have imposter syndrome?

So sorry to hear Al. That's so rough. We lost our dear girl in 2020 and we haven't gotten over it yet. Still think of her often. A dog just is a part of your life any time you're together, no matter what you're doing. It's hard to not have your buddy.

Praying for you!

Renss/Edwin

Aww.

Sorry to hear about that mate.

To lower the tone, this reminds me of the time in CK3 (in a scene so shocking I never put into the AAR) when Ged's pet dog Mr Woof Woofs was viciously murdered by his pet cat, Cactus.

To this day I think it might be the worst thing I've ever seen in a Paradox game, and I do terrible awful things in these games.

IRL, the family cat made it to 21 before his lifetime of fighting and murder caught up with him. Even so, I suspect there is no 'good' age for a pet to die. As difficult as various birds are to care for, at least they live for decades.

I' m sorry for your loss, Coz1. My yorkie was with me for 14 years, until time also caught her.

That is sad news, I know Mrs Pip still thinks of the dogs she grew up with. As I'm sure you know it will get easier and you will always have the good memories to look back on.

I'm terribly sorry to hear that, Al. 16 is a wonderful age. You were blessed to have him for so many years. We've been down that road too often ourselves. It never gets easier.

Just know that Max will be waiting for you.

On the Other Side of the Rainbow Bridge​

by Saleema Lookman
As I lead you to the Rainbow Bridge, my heart is full.
Though we didn't have enough time together,
I will forever cherish the time we shared.
"You could stay a little longer, if you like," I whisper.
"I would love to, but I can't," you respond.
"It is my time to go." We both know it to be true.
Your furry paws step onto the Rainbow Bridge and I see you illuminate.
You're free of fatigue. Free of discomfort. Free of pain.
This is the way I will remember you,
In your strongest and most vibrant form.
As you reach the meadow at the end of the bridge,
You turn to face me one last time.
"Until we meet again," you smile, "I'll be here,
Waiting for you on the other side."
Again, each of you has comforted me through this and thank you for your words. And I am sorry for your loss. That is all one can say at a moment like this. And appreciated it is.

@Lord Durham, I have a longer poem that killed me when I read it the other day, but it was the same sentiment. I believe part of the ending refrain was...

"They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted..."

His trusting eyes. I honestly believe that he stuck around far longer than he should have was because he did not want to leave me. I'm no great shakes, but the guy knew this house was his. I just paid for it. He knew that I would protect him and he did not ever want to leave. I could tell you stories...

That was an interesting scene. Hopefully they can make the marriage work...

Also, Isabella said, "No quiere decir, mi señora esposa?" I'm confused on two things here - 1) she's speaking to Edmund. If she's trying to call him her husband, it should be "mi señor esposo". Also, why is this quiere and not quieres? They're married now. Why is she still using the formal "you"? Or am I reading that wrong and she's referencing a third party?

Is Henry trying to get killed?
First of all...calling @Kurt_Steiner. I blame entirely my lack of knowledge on Spanish. I likely did use the formal instead of the familiar. She is saying "Am I not your wife?!" Maybe that was a happy accident. ;)

And no...Henry will wait for God's judgment.

You did it! You actually started it!

All those years ago I was disappointed that this didn't go further.

I'm eagerly digging in. First page down, many more to read.

:D
I did! And as said above, thank you so much for not only remembering but digging in!

Up to page 4, and my God I hate reading about rich and powerful people scheming to be more rich and powerful by destroying rather than building...

It's very good so far, as good as I'd hoped it to be back in 2007 when you teased us with it.
Yet this story is all about rich and powerful people that want to be...rich and powerful. ;)

Sound advice. Would that all men take it, including myself.
I love that you singled this out because let us remember what young (not so young) John de la Pole is doing these days?
He was saddled with a pre-young marriage to Margaret Beaufort (of all people and for God's sake!) and now is married to Richard's middle daughter.
This was part of his father's last letter to him before the first Suffolk lost his head at sea. Crap...that was probably spoiler for you too!! ;)


Really, all...thank you so much for reading this. I only have two scenes ready for publishing "at the now" but I want to write some more. I want to present the chapter in a more cohesive fashion, so I started with Henry and did not expect this delay. A most sad delay. Yet I have outlined to almost the end. I really do have a plan here. ;)

Thanks all for your support!!
 
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“Oh dear…” was all he could think to respond, such was her instant fury. But as he looked into her dark brown eyes, he saw a woman he deeply loved and behind it, not only the anger she currently felt but so too the great sorrow still evident. He then softened himself and stood to hold her.

Cecily took him in with stiffness at first but was quick to melt in his arms as he kept up the embrace and he thought he heard just a slight whimper escape.

Richard attempted an apology, “My great love…you who have been by my side all these years…how can I be so uncaring as to ignore you in this time of great sadness?”

“You do not make light of my sadness, my Lord, especially as it is also your own. I only mean to be with you at this time while we have returned to Rouen and I thought that we might…” she looked into his face and smiled with the grace and beauty she was known for, “…perhaps attempt once more?”

Richard was nearly putty in her hands and glad of it, “If you have such an inkling then I shall have little choice but to do my husbandly duty, my love.”

“And I my womanly duty," she smiled even wider.
This passage was cute and lovely back when I was in grad school.

Now, having suffered the loss of children...and had this conversation with my wife on multiple occasions...oof. Right in the feels.

The roller-coaster of emotions that happens during that time is extreme.
 
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When Margaret showed tears, the Earl was quick to back away. She felt behind her to find the settle and sobbed for more than a moment before giving him sad eyes, “I have...been unable...to provide. All of these years...and there is still no heir. You must know how important that is!”

The Earl was disarmed, “You are young. There...is always time.”
Ugh.

Damnable woman, listen to good advice, for the love of God!

There is still time...and even if you do not have issue, York is not the threat you believe him to be. Margaret is running from a strawman, burning down her own house in her young stupidity.

"One often meets her destiny on the road to avoid it..."